I’ve been in the throughs of a hentai-related crisis for years now and I want some advice. I FUCKING LOVE the works of Murakami Teruaki (especially his Lillith works) and Black Lilith! The problem (and I’m sure you’ve seen this coming) is that I often feel guilty afterwards, like I’m as horrible as these reprobates. I’ve managed to swear off Murakami’s Asagi production thanks to Sakura’s tears, but I’m still conflicted with the other stuff. I’m here to ask if anyone else has experienced this and if they have overcome it while continuing to indulge themselves in this savage pleasure. Trolls expected but will not be fed. Thank you.
You need to recognize that most people have fetishes and desires that they don't act upon in real life. As long as you don't try this shit and keep it behind closed doors, there's no reason to feel guilty. As much as these actions against women might horrify the rational part of your mind, there are women who enjoy this stuff as much as men. It's a fantasy, and that's a key component of exploring your sexuality and understanding yourself. Enjoy it, or wean yourself off it, but don't worry about it.
I'm an NTR enthusiast, which draws a lot of hate. It has no impact on how I behave with women in real life and in no way means I am interested in my gf cheating IRL. I stopped feeling guilty for watching more extreme types of porn when I realized where it came from. Things happen to you in life, and your mind adapts, sometimes this affects what you find sexy.
As DuniX suggested, try playing works like Starless, but also Bible Black (another Empress work) and Euphoria (Clock-up).
