worry not, as an Asian i don't know either the meaning of it at the first glance. all i know is that they like to cut themselves, overdose and jump of the buildings
Japanese emos are still emos. Gotta fuck 'em all!
Are they similar games of this type, drugging and fucking her?
You may want to play with the tag search
here. Include all the tags that you want in "TAGS" and the ones you don't want in "EXCLUDE TAGS", to a limit of 10, and also the engine and status (completed or not) of the game.
The complete tag list may be found
here, but some of them are pretty self explanatory
(although others are contradictory, cof cof). Here in this game you have "drugs", and this exact kind of game is often called simulator, and you have, for example,
Extreme Modification Magical Girl Mystic Lune. And maybe you like "corruption" in it, for which you may have the Unity game
Operation Dark Side: Holy War Maiden Annihilation Operation. And you may go beyond that and include "male protagonist" and "male domination", and you have the HTML real porn game
Favorite Teacher. And personally, although without much of the "corruption" and "male domination", I like
Vampire OO Diary, although my tastes are different from yours and the "drugs" part (and also the "sleep sex" part) are among what I least like in that game.
If this doesn't work, we have the
Recommendations & Identification forum, in which you can ask about it, although according to the
README!, there may be chances of another person having already asked for such thing (therefore, it may be a good idea to use the search feature for a forum wide search of "drugged sex" or whatever you think it's the way someone would ask about it).