Identify Searching for a strange game, have a few details

daada

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Jun 13, 2018
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Things I remember:
1) On the cover there was a little girl wearing a dress or something, the cover itself might be b/w
2) The title contained of two words, they left a negetive feeling, one was probably "DISmayed ..." or something (it can be some word with dis + latin root word or german one), (I dont know why, i assosiate it with the Dark Souls' boss Ceaseless DIScharge)
3) I don't really remember the story plot and I can mix it with some other games. When you were playing it, it had a view from above in pixilized, old-fashioned style. I remember clearly that the girl wore a costume, like a super hero costume (perhaps, it was just another, red dress, not that dirty looking) and she tried to beat some asses of some local drunks or whatever you call them but she didnt have enough strengh or other abilities so your girl got raped. The game showed you images (possibly b/w) with an intercourse. And there was a brothel where she could serve some old kinks (her school teacher?) and do some clean up (there was working somebody she knew, her family?); you can went into the city for some quests as the drunks. The girl wasnt really complaining about selling her body, she had some inner idea of making the world better (im not sure, why she went into the whorehouse, money? pleasure? abilities?)
4) All the scenes were as I said presented in a static manner, like black & white draft images. There was a scene with a slender man in his 50s or 60s (teacher in a school?)

Why I want to replay it or at least find it:
1) It is like a worm in my head, when Im affected by some sort of horny mood and when theres no females around (so when im basically all alone in my room) and when Im getting bored of normal porn and when something in my mind recalls this site and all the past "momentos" - Im struck with the game and the memories, and horny mood disappears and Im starting my research. I need help to end this compulsion. Or a doctor.
2) It gave me a negative feeling and I dont know why I like things better when they give you some DISmayed feelings. Its not my passion in covering every living thing in jizz to the accompaniment of sorrow. No. I just feel great sympathy and thirst to the dreary things. Temporarily, they will probably give you a catharsis or they will just sharpen your soul.

This research will probably end in my disappointment of my childish delusions (as wasting precious time fapping to some drawn images) and my nostaligia will flow away. But I just want this madness to end firmly and irrevocably.

Thank you for any help