- Jul 19, 2023
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Hey ya'll... since covid 19, it's just me trying to keep my family united, all those struggles, my sisters issues, my moms mental health declining and trying to help her, my dads anger issues, micro managing all that plus, trying to refurbish my home... man.. it's been a tough ass ride, i hope most can relate, how the motherfuckin' world changed since 2020... without f95zone it wouldn't be possible to keep the dopamine levels up to just escape and keep going.
... im kinda tipsy right now but yeah its been long time since i actually spent without thinking way too much.. i am kinda materialistic bastard, or was, but i became a spiritual motherfucker for years since i grew up, like after the 20's phase, i am now like 25.. man i bought like two smartphones and had a little good time, just me sitting silently and enjoying a drink and looking at the purchased shit... like that
there's something about hard work and reward, nothing can replace it, it doesn't matter if its about money, or your struggles to keep a family together, or sacrifices you make for your significant other or just the fact you go to a gym now, clean your house by yourself.. feels good to be helpful, but you know, loving yourself is not bad either...
.. small treats, once in a while will lift your spirit up and allow you to see how beautiful you truly are and the fact, how beautiful each one of us are... really.. faces in the crowd man, the common man, the Earth...
we are just human beings, people doing our best with whatever we are given at a time... love yourself man, i love you all.. you deserve it
that's all.. <3 cheers mfers!
... im kinda tipsy right now but yeah its been long time since i actually spent without thinking way too much.. i am kinda materialistic bastard, or was, but i became a spiritual motherfucker for years since i grew up, like after the 20's phase, i am now like 25.. man i bought like two smartphones and had a little good time, just me sitting silently and enjoying a drink and looking at the purchased shit... like that
there's something about hard work and reward, nothing can replace it, it doesn't matter if its about money, or your struggles to keep a family together, or sacrifices you make for your significant other or just the fact you go to a gym now, clean your house by yourself.. feels good to be helpful, but you know, loving yourself is not bad either...
.. small treats, once in a while will lift your spirit up and allow you to see how beautiful you truly are and the fact, how beautiful each one of us are... really.. faces in the crowd man, the common man, the Earth...
we are just human beings, people doing our best with whatever we are given at a time... love yourself man, i love you all.. you deserve it
that's all.. <3 cheers mfers!