This was the first adult visual novel I dropped early on. ( I usually finish every game i start, even those with nonsensical or poor stories. However, I couldn't even get halfway through this one.) I tried it because it was recommended as a "fucked up" game. The story is average, with some parts that feel like "so bad." The writer attempted to delve into mental health and psychological depth but failed due to a lack of knowledge and a weak storyline. The main character (MC) is dissatisfied with life and has thoughts of committing crimes such as r* or drugging food stuff. The initial premise had potential, but the execution faltered. PTSD symptoms and attempts at manipulation through monologues were presented, but ineffective storytelling, lack of knowledge about subjects such as personality psychology , social psychology, criminology - many more and repetitive scenes ruined the experience. The game suffers from an inefficient storytelling and lacks strong adult content. Despite options for r* scenes etc. the graphics are just "bad" . The adult scenes are just a few renders (1 position + 1-2 pictures and the scene is done), with no animations. If you're seeking a disturbing fucked up game, this isn't it. The story is insufficient, the graphics odd, and the faces rendered poorly. I'd suggest avoiding this one, but the choice is yours. And no, it is not one of the most violent and fucked up games in adult visual novel industry, i do not even consider this as "fucked up".