Devs, do you ever jerk to your own creations?

[kytee]

So yeah, do you ever jerk to your own material? Creating characters in Illusion games and having a jerk doesn't count though.

I find it near impossible to get turned on by characters and scenes I write because I just end up analyzing them to see what I can do better. Plus, for me at least, being the mastermind behind the scene kills all the thrill and excitement of seeing it for the first time. Also, I write characters using bits and pieces of me and my personality, so jerking to them feels like jerking to myself in the mirror, figuratively.

 

[Adabelitoo]

No, it's impossible for me at least, because every time I see what I did I can't avoid thinking about everything that was happening behind cameras in that moment and everything I should do better next time.

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Right now I'm working on that. What do I see? A beautifull girl doing a tittyjob while placing his mouth to give him the last touch and cumming in her mouth? No. The fucking hands are still out of place, that's all I can see.

But something that does happen to me is that the idea of a possible H-scene has to turn me on before I even start working on it, if it doesn't arouse me then it probably won't be in the game.

 

[AmazonessKing]

But something that does happen to me is that the idea of a possible H-scene has to turn me on before I even start working on it, if it doesn't arouse me then it probably won't be in the game.

Pretty much this.

It also depends on the game. For a VN is harder for me because I look to perfect a sex scene in both dialogue and look. However, since the platforming game I'm working on doesn't need narrative, it's easier to get turned on thinking on the scene alone and not stuff like context, etc.

 

[Conquestus]

So yeah, do you ever jerk to your own material? Creating characters in Illusion games and having a jerk doesn't count though.

I find it near impossible to get turned on by characters and scenes I write because I just end up analyzing them to see what I can do better. Plus, for me at least, being the mastermind behind the scene kills all the thrill and excitement of seeing it for the first time. Also, I write characters using bits and pieces of me and my personality, so jerking to them feels like jerking to myself in the mirror, figuratively.

Hell yes... I have a little private project in renpy I once started for educating reasons, to learn a little bit about python and renpy... Working on it some years now and sometimes, when I replay some of the scenes for debugging, either I fuckin' cry, because it's so emotional or I'm too horny to control myself... or both.

 

[Joshua Tree]

Hell yes... I have a little private project in renpy I once started for educating reasons, to learn a little bit about python and renpy... Working on it some years now and sometimes, when I replay some of the scenes for debugging, either I fuckin' cry, because it's so emotional or I'm too horny to control myself... or both.

Must be that "hormone monster".....

 

[HopesGaming]

It's just a bit weird, to be honest.

 

[King of Lust]

Like when food always taste better when someone else makes it for you. same goes in creation when you make it you don't feel or don't understand how good it is.

 

[Conquestus]

How can you know your game is fappable, when you don't find it fappable yourself?

 

[Basilicata]

Not all Adult games are for fapping. Some are designed to tell a story that has sex scenes in it. If I am horny I cannot work at all. Hulk wants to smash! I think there is a difference between a porn game and an adult game.

 

[polywog]

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[recreation]

I don't fap to games at all, for me it's inspiration material.

 

[Joraell]

Ehm nope, never.

 

[Conquestus]

I see ... Looks I need to multiply my fapping to compensate your denial and to keep the universe in balance.

 

[Joraell]

I see ... Looks I need to multiply my fapping to compensate your denial and to keep the universe in balance.

Yeah my game characters is here, ready to serve you lol

 

[Mimir's Lab]

I don't fap to games at all, for me it's inspiration material.

I'm the same way now. Before I had ambitions to make a game, I could jerk to games no problem. But now, after starting to make my own game, I just can't get horny playing them anymore.

 

[Conquestus]

Nicccccccccceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

 

[Volta]

I think there is a certain risk that once you start making games you lose the ability to enjoy them on the same level you once did, i know i can get halfway through a hot scene and go "dude, the clipping on the underside of her boobs" or "i see you're using vascularity at around 75% on his cock" or something like that, once you look behind the curtain you can never go back.

That said i think it moved me away from liking a game purely for the renders and made me look harder at stories and dialogue, so you could say i enjoy games differently since i starting writing my own, as to fapping to my own scripts(since that is all they are at this point), nah, doesn't do it for me, the idea has to be hot but i'm more worried about making the most of the idea than anything else. Perhaps for someone who made a game and comes game to it after a while could enjoy their game in that way but certainly while your putting a game together i doubt many would be fapping to that game.

 

[ZanithOne]

Going to repeat after quite a few others, jerking off to something that you yourself made feels weird. Getting quite horny while writing a hot scene, though? Yeah, that happens all the time.

 

[whiskeyrose]

I fapped to one of my games (breeder's haven) a bit. But that's largely because it just had a huge amount of porn webms and was a glorified webm viewer.

I've never fapped to anything else I've created. It just doens't do it for you when you've spent countless hours putting the shit together. There's just not magic in it.

The ideas, fantasies and concepts turn me on when making/writing the content, but I don't fap to the finished product usually.

 

[kytee]

Haha nice to see all the replies. I originally asked this because most games never hit the spot for me. I know exactly how to write something to make me happy, but then at the end of the day, I can't get a good jerking to it anyway. Lose-lose situation