I like NTR games, I like NTS games.
Most NTR that I like is pretty straight forward - Girl is shitty person -> Girl cheats on guy. It works because the girl knows she's shitty, the game knows she's shitty, and eventually, the MC knows she's shitty too, OR the girl is corrupted into being shitty (love that).
Most NTS I like are pretty straight forward too. Couple has a fetish that they either discover or build up to sharing with each other, and then they engage with that fetish in a fun and exciting way.
In this game, EVERYONE is shitty.
The MC is a complete waste of a human.
The LI is selfish and irresponsible and seems to WANT to be shitty.
All the side characters feel like they're either there to justify the LI's actions, or to make the MC give in to his baser desires which circles around again to justifying the LI's actions.
I can tolerate playing a game from the perspective of an idiot, I don't mind when the LI's is an awful person, what I HATE is when it feels like the author is trying to tell me "well actually, you can't blame her for ANYTHING because *trauma*" it's lazy and despite what other people seem to think, lacks any actual nuance, also, no good reason for the MC to be such a dumbass. Yes, people are capable of being good, while also doing shitty things, I can believe that someone could do something shitty, despite thinking that they're in the right, what I DON'T buy is that the MC and EVERYONE around them could be such pathetic push-overs and tolerate it for so long, I'll address Anna in the spoiler section.
Yes, the LI has had a traumatic past, that excuses a lot of things, BUT there is a line, as an adult, you have some agency, and you have to take responsibility at some point, especially when your actions are directly impacting other peoples lives, this is what separates a sympathetic, damaged person from an asshole. If she where to physically hurt someone, would she be free from consequence or blame? Or does this logic only apply when it's convenient? Does it only apply when they're emotionally or mentally hurting someone?
My frustration isn't that the LI is doing shitty things, it's that the game wants to have it's cake and eat it too, it wants her do these shitty things, but also still be a completely good and sympathetic character. It also wants the MC to have this strong backbone, while also being a total push-over in excusing everything she does. It feels like it's using the trauma as a shield from criticism and proper character building, rather than giving it any actual respect and depth.
*Spoiler time*
Where to start?
I didn't finish the game, I can't, I played through most of it, but I just can't stand these people anymore. Imagine being such a dramatic and irresponsible person that you manage to drag like five other people into your relationship drama, imagine you're one of those people, they don't bother to actually get any real, professional help at all, and then imagine your ADULT friend, or EMPLOYEE constantly bitches about their cheating spouse, you try to be there for them, they don't seem to give a shit at all about YOUR personal life, they don't ever seem to ask you about YOUR relationships or troubles, they KNOW that their spouse has done awful shit, and yet when they're dumb enough to stay with them, not seek any professional help, and lo and behold, something bad happens AGAIN (who could have seen that coming), then, they run off to stand on the edge of a cliff to "kill themselves" like a teenager, you and the other people involved all have to run off in the middle of the night to talk them down, one of those people present has ALREADY done this once before. Why are these people friends with the MC or the LI? EVERYTHING revolves around them and their drama.
Lets address each person.
Mia, a sexual predator and a genuinely awful person, not a friend AT ALL.
She took advantage of a traumatized, sexually abused woman, while she was high on K AND OR drunk.
If she was a man, she'd be framed as deserving of jail time.
She's basically Diddy.
She framed it as "helping" while also talking about how she liked being able to control and manipulate a vulnerable woman.
How am I supposed to feel positively about this character?
I don't have a problem with this type of character, WHEN the game acknowledges that they ARE in fact an evil person, these characters exist in many NTR games, but AGAIN, everyone else glosses over what she actually did as if it were something you can just forgive because she acts nice now. Pushovers, the lot of them.
The MC.
What a pathetic waste of a man.
You're telling me that he couldn't get over this chick over the period of FOUR years at uni? That without ANY contact from the LI in those four years, he didn't meet someone else, get laid, and realize that being damaged doesn't make you some one in a million human being that can NEVER be replaced?
He's supposedly very handsome, in good shape etc, and he didn't get laid ONCE in his FOUR years in uni? Not even by happenstance? What a wet noodle.
He calls her EVERY DAY? Leaves her hundreds of unread messages? Honestly, this is like psycho shit, if I were her, I would have blocked his ass and got a restraining order.
Once he finds out that the LI has LITERAL brain damage from drug abuse, does he make getting the supposed treatment a priority? Does he seek out medical advice? NO, he lets her go through with her dumbfuck "plan" instead, and whaddaya know? She takes MORE drugs, because she apparently can't do the "plan" without the drugs, you know, the drugs that make her stupid? The drugs that conveniently made all her slutty actions *not her fault*? Yeah, THOSE drugs. She took them to go through with her "plan", the "plan" that would "fix" their relationship the "easy" way, as opposed to the "long" way (just being faithful and earning each others trust)... Jesus, and the MC just sat on his hands like "oh yeah, I know she's literally brain damaged, but lets let her do this on her own, she's proven to have GREAT decision making abilities in the recent past."
The LI.
Holy shit, what do I even say?
I have trauma, not to the degree she has, but someone out there almost certainly does.
You know what a responsible person does when they have trauma, and they think it's going to keep them from a relationship with someone they apparently "can't live without"?
They get professional help.
You know what an irresponsible person does? They drink and fuck a lot, and push other people away. They're self destructive and reckless.
Good, I can buy that, that's realistic, I can empathize with that, what she did in uni was extreme, but I can buy it, it makes sense.
Cooking your brain on drugs, KNOWING that it's been cooked, KNOWING that nothing you did was good or healthy, ACKNOWLEDGING this, swearing off that behavior, and then getting fucking MARRIED without getting professional help FIRST, or being honest about any of it with your HUSBAND... Absolutely inexcusable dumbfuck behavior.
That brings me to my next point.
Back to the MC.
What an absolute moron.
You got MARRIED to someone, WITHOUT dating or even having sex with them first...
Are you genuinely braindead?
Am I supposed to play from his perspective and think "Yeah, you know what, this is what a reasonable person would do. I totally connect with this story."?
And what's with this harem shit? He's jealous of people hitting on Anna AND Mia? Really? And they're totally cool with that because they're just barbie dolls that stand around for the purpose of the MC and the LI right?
So unbelievably stupid.
MC is an incel, BUT, you can't say that, because he already called it out in the game, and if the writer acknowledges it before you do, then its obviously not true right?
Anna.
The writers little shield.
She's there to call out all the shitty things that happen, to say what the player is thinking, to tell the LI that she's being stupid... And then just sit on her ass and do nothing about it.
Brilliant.
You know what's worse than an idiot doing shitty things?
Someone who isn't an idiot watching while the idiot does shitty things, and doing nothing about it.
You wanna steal the MC away and give him the relationship he deserves? THEN DO IT or go and find someone else.
Why does everyone in this game have this weird, almost childish view of love and relationships?
I get it with the LI, she's traumatized and her brain is smol, I don't know why the MC and Anna are so pathetic though. MOVE ON. Go and date an actually functioning human that WANTS to improve and grow, why do you just sit there and waste your life away for ONE person?
Crazy shit, these people are like cardboard cutouts, none of them have depth beyond the MC and the LI's lives.
The "art".
Sometimes the LI looks really off-putting, like an alien. I found the "art" to overall be pretty forgettable, if not straight up gross at times (the crying especially).
Image gen is not ready for varied NSFW realism, do something with an art-style that can avoid the "uncanny" vibe.
I can't write any more, but there really is SO much more, I just can't be bothered.
Other people might lead you to believe this game has depth, and I'll admit, I thought that initially too, because the writing is pretty good at the start compared to what you usually find... Until you realize that NONE of the characters actually have any depth at all, except for the LI, and her depth boils down to - Has been abused and has brain damage, so nothing she does is actually her fault, and I swear that she actually REALLY deeply loves the MC unconditionally, despite having no care or consideration for his feelings or thoughts.
I can't stand ANY of the characters in this game, and there is so much of their bullshit you have to go through to even get any sexual gratification. Maybe that's the point? Maybe the writer WANTS a game full of annoying, dramatic assholes? I just don't want to read any of it. Good luck to them with it.
To each their own, but this is not for me, I'd rather a schlocky, porn brained excuse for a script that gets me off than some pseudo deep story that just leaves me pissed off without any of the upside I usually get from NTR/NTS.