- Jan 11, 2020
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So I don't know if this something people can relate with, but now I'm trying to release my side project/game I've spent 8 months on, my mind does nothing but critique. It's difficult to work on it in this mindset because all I want to do is expand scope and completely change direction. If I give in to this mindset I'll never release anything and be constantly working toward something impossible to complete with my resources.
I got as far as I have using the macro/micro approach. I consciously decide to be in either the macro vision, where I play what is built and think broadly about what needs to go in, how it should work if it fit the theme. Or the micro vision where I look at the to do list generated from the macro, hone in on a specific task, if it is to vague/not actionable I break it down into sub tasks that can all be described as actionable. I then take one actionable task and complete it, ignoring the broad scope/greater picture. When in the macro vision I don't even open the project, I have the to do list and maybe a build to play. I don't consider it a wasted day if all I do is adjust and add to the to do list. This works if you stick with it, the most difficult thing is to stay in the micro, I like to pick one day a week where I do macro stuff then don't even consider the bigger picture until the full week has passed.
If you're not good at forcing you're mind back to task then I would recommend breathing focus meditation, basically you focus your mind on your breathing and every-time any thought enters your head you force it back to breathing, can do it for just a few minutes a day, it's not for everyone and it's important to remember you'll likely be bad at first but every-time you force your mind back is a mental push up and you're getting stronger/better. Remember that you are not your thoughts, you are the one that observes your thoughts and can exert your will over them, you can't stop thoughts from being generated but you can control how you react to them.
So with that said it sounds like I have to do core-vision meditation where instead of breathing I focus my mind back to my games core-vision each time my mind wants to stray. Thanks guys, I appreciate the help. If you have any advice or experiences running your own projects I'd love to hear it.
I got as far as I have using the macro/micro approach. I consciously decide to be in either the macro vision, where I play what is built and think broadly about what needs to go in, how it should work if it fit the theme. Or the micro vision where I look at the to do list generated from the macro, hone in on a specific task, if it is to vague/not actionable I break it down into sub tasks that can all be described as actionable. I then take one actionable task and complete it, ignoring the broad scope/greater picture. When in the macro vision I don't even open the project, I have the to do list and maybe a build to play. I don't consider it a wasted day if all I do is adjust and add to the to do list. This works if you stick with it, the most difficult thing is to stay in the micro, I like to pick one day a week where I do macro stuff then don't even consider the bigger picture until the full week has passed.
If you're not good at forcing you're mind back to task then I would recommend breathing focus meditation, basically you focus your mind on your breathing and every-time any thought enters your head you force it back to breathing, can do it for just a few minutes a day, it's not for everyone and it's important to remember you'll likely be bad at first but every-time you force your mind back is a mental push up and you're getting stronger/better. Remember that you are not your thoughts, you are the one that observes your thoughts and can exert your will over them, you can't stop thoughts from being generated but you can control how you react to them.
So with that said it sounds like I have to do core-vision meditation where instead of breathing I focus my mind back to my games core-vision each time my mind wants to stray. Thanks guys, I appreciate the help. If you have any advice or experiences running your own projects I'd love to hear it.