This is the best worst game I have ever played. I have never played a game that gets me so fuming angry before. It does such an amazing job at getting you empathetic for the girls and absolutely raging at Kathleen and the other old slimy fucks. I think this is the first time I have played entirely through a porn game (it’s not done, but you know what I mean) and never gotten hard once. The characters, art, story, music, and even pacing are so quality that I can’t stop playing, but said story is so fucked that I can never get off to it. Just when I’m about to alt+f4 with rage it reaches a calm spot (the mc hangs out with his mom, or he hangs out in relative peace with Ian, Hana and Mina) in order to push me away from the metaphorical cliff.
Most of the time in porn games that have a fucked story I can dissociate because it’s unrealistic or it’s not written well enough for me to care, but this feels real. The Carnation Club is something that could actually exist, because rich people have all the power and we know that underground sex trafficking is a thing that exists among the elite anyways. The only thing keeping me going, apart from the amazing writing and story, is the hope that all the girls will be able to find a happy ending and I will have the chance to see the light drain from Kathleen eyes as I slowly strangle her to death.
Am I getting more emotionally invested into and angry at a porn game than I should? Oh, for sure. Over empathizing with fictional characters is always something I’ve had problems with, to the extent that I can’t watch most overly violent action movies or read psychological mangas. Is this game well enough written that most people not completely fucked in the head would share at least a fraction of my feelings? Yes. It’s not even that I’m opposed to sadistic porn games, it’s just that I like my sadistic kinky shit to be at least partially consensual (which this is NOT, despite what some may say) or unrealistic.
This is an amazing game, a terrible porn game, and something that I thoroughly recommend nobody ever play unless you are a king at dissociating or just don’t feel empathy. A love-hate relationship doesn’t even begin to describe how I feel about this game. If you do decide to delve into this game, be prepared.
Most of the time in porn games that have a fucked story I can dissociate because it’s unrealistic or it’s not written well enough for me to care, but this feels real. The Carnation Club is something that could actually exist, because rich people have all the power and we know that underground sex trafficking is a thing that exists among the elite anyways. The only thing keeping me going, apart from the amazing writing and story, is the hope that all the girls will be able to find a happy ending and I will have the chance to see the light drain from Kathleen eyes as I slowly strangle her to death.
Am I getting more emotionally invested into and angry at a porn game than I should? Oh, for sure. Over empathizing with fictional characters is always something I’ve had problems with, to the extent that I can’t watch most overly violent action movies or read psychological mangas. Is this game well enough written that most people not completely fucked in the head would share at least a fraction of my feelings? Yes. It’s not even that I’m opposed to sadistic porn games, it’s just that I like my sadistic kinky shit to be at least partially consensual (which this is NOT, despite what some may say) or unrealistic.
This is an amazing game, a terrible porn game, and something that I thoroughly recommend nobody ever play unless you are a king at dissociating or just don’t feel empathy. A love-hate relationship doesn’t even begin to describe how I feel about this game. If you do decide to delve into this game, be prepared.