VN - Ren'Py - Surrendering to My Crush [v1.23] [BolskanLewd]

love this game so much and hope it never ends! really enjoy the writing, the art and all the fetishes. it's nice to find a feminization game that doesn't go full gender change and also has excellent femdom, humiliation, corruption, chastity aspects. i also love the art so much

I'll preface this by saying that I'm not a big fan of "sissyfication" or "feminization", and I'm instead a fan of femdom.

First of all, the titular crush is super cute, and she has the kind of teasing personality that I absolutely love. Her expressions are always so mischievous, she's easily the highlight of the game.

The protagonist is surprisingly okay. He's very low-key, but that's to be expected for the kind of submissive character he is.

The other dom (I don't remember the name) is good too. She's the more aggressive dom of the two, so she'll be more or less interesting depending on your taste.

There isn't a story, which isn't a big deal for the kind of game it is.

The gameplay is choice based, and I must say, this is the weakest part of the game (outside of my subjective dislike of the feminization aspect). Most choices don't actually affect the outcome, and are either trick questions from the girls or a predetermined outcome from the narration. This isn't a completed game, so this could probably improve in the future.

I recommend if you enjoy femdom, as it isn't too long and it doesn't waste time to get into the thick of it.

I've played this several times over the years of its development and it happens to push the right buttons for me personally. I would love to be in the MC's place to be cared for and feminized by a strong woman. As is the case with many games on this site, I wish the creators would finish the game and move on to create others. It just goes on and on and on for too long. What is there is absolutely well made.

If you're into chastity femdom then this game is just for you. I mean it was not only some very good faps but the whole school based storyline fits perfectly for me. Its a good game worth playing. I dont know what else to say. This is one of those games which I would want to play once again.

I played V1.19

This game is something different.
First of all the Maincharacter is just an submissive, horny idiot, there is nothing interesting about him and he would never carry the story.
But the name of this game is "Surrendering to My Crush" and his crush is the real center of the game. A very sweet looking girl with a deep desire to humilate, dominate and sissify her new found slave. She knows exactly how to trick and manipulate the imbecile that falls in love with her, just to push him even deeper into her world of femdom and sissification.

All in all a really great game if you like the genre.

I love how curel the game is.
I like that it pushes the boundaries.
The game really push the boundaries of what a game can be. It creates an atmosphere of constant tension and excitement.
I love the cuckolding and chastity theme!

Great game, really well delivered.
New updates only make it better.
The only downside for me is the relatively small resolution of the renders, if it could be upgraded to 2k along with some quality fixes it would be perfect.

I played the game and it has a slow pacing, really slow. The thoughts of the MC seemed so detached from reality that at one point, i was like "uh, no shit, dude". The person who wrote the story, in my opinion managed to portray the thoughts of the dominant girl realistically, understanding her motives and thought patterns well but this is not the case for the MC, who can be considered submissive (while playing i couldn't help but wonder if the developer was actually a girl or not.) Attempts were made to "somewhat" delve into the inner thoughts and psychological factors of the MC in the story, but I can't say it was successful due to the reasons mentioned above. It's not a deep game, but I'm not sure if it was intended to be, or if there was any effort in that direction, right?

Apart from that, the scenario of the story is ordinary; we quickly transition to being a slave with a fast pace in the beginning. The rest of the story involves being enslaved and "feminized" as they call it (did I say it right?), although it can vary with some choices. As far as adult content goes, it generally follows this pattern: talk - humiliation - talk - talk - humiliation - adult content - day's over, go to bed. I played halfway through and got bored and stopped. If you do the math about 10-15% of the game contains adult content; the rest is conversation and story. By the way, something cracked me up at the beginning, there was all this fuss about who the mystery girl might be when it was so obvious. When the MC suddenly acted surprised when he found out who the girl was, my honest reaction was "Oh shit, it can't be! How did this stupid f live so long? LMAO it's like in Netflix's serial killer documentaries where killer's acquaintances say "I can't believe he was like that, how could we not have foreseen this?" even though that he actually shown very obvious signs of being one lol

As for the rendering and graphics, this is the first time I've talked about this in a game. It looks a little strange or maybe it's just me. As you play, you'll notice that sometimes the shading of the hands, legs, or bed looks weird, and it's noticeable.

If you ask me if I would recommend it, I would say check out the graphics from the pictures, read the description, don't expect a deep game and don't expect a quick fap. If you are okay with these, give it a try.

I liked the story especially that the MC isn´t forced into it or anything but wants it, and the fetishes are also good.

But everything else is kinda below average.

First of, only music in the menu no music at all in the game, it just feels boring and cheap because of it.

Second the models look very boring.

And there are no animations.


But if you like games with a sub MC you should try it.

I'll say right from the start that the strongest point of this game, the best quality is the MC's crush, she's really very beautiful, and her dressed as a demon is perfect, it goes well with her bad personality, but I must also say that the "story" focuses a lot on MC having a small penis, like... abnormally... absurdly small... at first 10 cm... then the game tries something in the story to make it even smaller, going up to 8cm... .yes they even take measurements... and the femdom part is about the girls... in this case the crush and the lover of mc's crush... yes, mc's crush has a relationship with her best friend, who In this case, the crush who is dominant, becomes passive, submissive, with her lover... and the two focus mainly on two things... obsessed with chastity belts... like... 90% of my gameplay was about them talking about chastity belts to make the mc's penis even smaller... even medicine to help it shrink.. and the other focus of femdom is to tease, (teasing) the humiliation is more in the words to make the mc feel uncomfortable. feeling inferior for having a small dick, not in public attitudes... it's more in the words. So he puts on the belt, humiliates him with words and they go away... and the game says "weeks later" and they come back to see how he is... and the biggest and best scenes with her are only in the mc's dream while he sleeps. Even a dream is about him shrinking his dick so much to the point that he can't lose his virginity to her and has to use a toy to fuck her... and she says that he's no longer physically capable of fucking her. So I'll say right away to anyone who's read this far... if you have low self-esteem, or insecurity about your body... I don't recommend playing this game, don't you see... now something that could be a problem for the game itself.. is that the mc literally turns into a woman after a certain point in the game, both in underwear.. attitude (which he already was) but also makeup.. hair... everything.. That's why the game tries to make him shrink his penis, so he can later become a woman... even in Mc's dream he had a pussy in one of his dreams. But outside of the dream he even starts going to school dressed as a woman... a school where everyone is like MC...
Oh, it's kind of like.. I like dominant girls.. I like how they dress and act, but the mc kind of ruins my experience. I don't know if you need to be delicate or even become a woman to be able to enjoy a dominant girl.. because the mc doesn't even take advantage of anything... he's just constantly left aside.

Yo, I didn't think I'd be into anything with the sissification tag but this is brillaint, great writing, I love every character, each chaper it exciting, I just can't stop reading!

Also, best visual nover experience I've had so far.

I will check out all your other stuff.

Thanks.

Great game, a lot of things done just right.
Renders are very well done, girls looking amazing.
Plenty of content with a lot of kinks and story to follow all that.
Hot scenes and fetishes which is adding to overall experience.

Incredibly solid game. This is basically all my fetishes bundled up. Be aware that sissification is unavoidable. This is really a sissy humiliation game, if you aren't into that, skip. If you are, welcome home

This is a game that I would probably say you either love it or hate it. To start off at least in the current version of v1.09 the player choices seem to have 0 influence on the game at all outside of what scene you get to see next.

The overall setting is that the MC will become the slave of Aiko and she will slowly turn him into a sissy on the way it doesn't matter how much you pick choices that goes against Aiko or how many times the player picks choices to not turn into a sissy or not take the drug that turns him into a sissy (just on a side note if there are drugs to turn someone into a girl/sissy wouldn't there also be drugs to make his D bigger and become a bull?) the story will still go from point A to B with the MC being Aiko's faithful little sissy.

At the same time there are a bunch of stuff in the game from ballbusting, cucking, cheating, netorare, golden showers and most of it is not really avoidable and will happen to the MC no matter what you do it's only that you as the player are able to skip seeing those scenes. So for instance even if you try to become Azami's slave instead of Aiko that won't happen and at one point she will turn up and somehow seem to have turned into a BBC queen and there will be a cuck scene with a black bull railing her but you can skip to see it but again it happens anyway. Same with the MC's D turning into a clit no matter how much you pick the choices to never take the blue pill that turns him into a girl it will still happen.

Now a lot of people might like what happens in the game and I did enjoy a lot of it but I am not a fan of there being a ton of choices but none of them matters in the end and the player is only given the illusion of a choice, though it does affect what scene you get to see next it doesn't affect the game in anyway.

So I feel I can only give the game a 4/5 because of the fact that the game is so linear and seemingly lacking in an active player choice. Also beware that the main theme of this game is about turning the MC into a sissy + slave and a lot if not most of the scenes involves the MC watching others perform sexual activities infront of him or the MC worshipping someone. There is also a lot of bisexual stuff in the game which isn't for everyone.

I've had it occur plenty of times with normal video games where I enjoy it such that I have difficulty loading the game up when I know I'm near the very end... this is the first time I've experienced that phenomena with an h-game/adult game, and I don't even think I'm at the very end. I've enjoyed this game so much that I'm terrified of the very notion of an end-of-update screen, and it's tough to work past that "paralyzing" effect to actually load the game up! Truly terrific work, could not recommend more for anyone remotely interested in its themes.

Review as of... I don't really remember but after seeing this pop up in Latest Updates for so long, the time has come to ignore the thread. I played perhaps 6 months before [v1.06].

The biggest problem with this is a mix of 2 things, there is no player agency, and eventually the MC is forced to sissify and have gay sex with another sissified guy. Oh, I think there is an unavoidable cum eating scene too that was gross.

Besides that the game is not bad, the 'heroine', or villainess perhaps, is very cute and most of the other content is appealing enough, probably... I don't really remember the writing style.

But the unavoidable scenes break the game for me. For an example of a game that does submission better, imo, see Karlsson's Gambit or Giant Guardians or Escape from Misantria or any where choices matter.

Really good game. I rarely immerse myself in a game, but I cannot put this down until I finished the current version. Great work.

The scenes are sufficently long and the variety of fetishes (which are avoidable if needed) is nice. I intend to replay again to see everything, coz' why not?

I'll waiting the update, so keep up the good work.

the world of bdsm is so wide and the fetishisms and humiliations that the Mc can have to make him even more submissive are just as infinite (watersport, cuckold, soft or hard slave, maso, ect...). I like this game and let myself be guided through these adventures, of course, the more difficult the temptations to be perverted are for him, the more enjoyable it is (be careful not to be too quick in accepting perversion). good game

Very good game, It's my favorite femdom game. The game has a lot of interesting scenes with different fetishes. The graphics are very nice and beautiful. I wish the author good luck!
( special thanks for the Russian translation )

This game is one of the most interresting game i could play

Sissyfication is the main plot of the game and even if, for me, it's only a fantasy in the back of my head, it made me absolutely excited by it.

The misstresses are devilish and hard for the MC, they are all a submisssive could like and the tasks and the surprises are here to make the player even more excited.

English is not my main language, so i couldn't explain precisly what i feel about this game...

But if you like hard femdom, sissyfication, chastity and all that shit you'll be in heaven

Thanks to the developer !