- Nov 24, 2022
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Damn I'm sorry to hear that bro, well it seems like you're mentally disturbed based on the stuffs you've said here, no offense. I hope you get the help you need. I'm not shaming you for how you feel towards humanity itself, it's just a very unfortunate outlook in life. I hope life treats you better.No.
I have been send from shrink to shrink in an attempt to get myself fixed and every single one of says i am beyond there ability to help.
Its only the last 2 years i got one who can help and even she is running out of idea.
I see myself as an evil person who hate's being evil and wants to be good.
But being good is hard.
No hurting people for anoying me with there endless stupidity.
No stealing, no lying and no cruelty.
I use video games to relax and give my frustrations a way of dealing with braindead hairless monkey's called humans.
This world is a mess and my desire to fix it but being unable to drove me to mistantropie.
I hate humans.
I hate humanity.
And yet i want to save it.
Because i know what it is to suffer and i dont want anyone to suffer.
People shoud not suffer.
Yet because some jackass decided to drive drunk or some moron decided his dick is more important then some girl entire sense of self people are made to suffer.
And i am learning how to let go of my hate.
But i have a long way to go before i am a decent person.
So no i am not ok.
I am pissed.
And i want my revenge against humanity but i know it woudnt achieve anything.
So playing games where i enslave humanity and break them into obediance is a nice relaxing distraction from the endless wave's of morons who shoud be put to the sword so that they no longer can cause suffering to there fellow human beings.
And:
Sorry for the rant.
I try not to burder others with it.
F95zone however seems to be more accepting of the darker parts of humanity.