sadly i had to go back to the ER before i even could even get the colonoscopy cause it got much worst they ct scanned me agian and turn out it was actually colon cancer, they operated and remove my colon and their pretty sure they got it all however during the sewing of my intestines back up it didn't hold so it started leaking and it was really bad to the point of sepsis so the had to go back in diconnect everything and but me on an Ileostomy, after that i got an infection so they had to cut half my staples open and leave my gut open i was in the hositpal for 2weeks+ i finally just got home but my gut it still wide open waiting to heal and helpful the infection go away but im on an Ileostomy bag which is a poop bag bsically my stuff doesn't actually go through my insides like it should and come out the right end they had to cut a whole in my stomach to make a stoma where my waste comes out into the back, I'll have this for 3 months after which i'll go back for another surgery in hopes they can reverse it, if not i will be stuck with the bag for live, sadly due to the food not going through my system like it should it mean i don't actually absorb most of the nutiruints like i should so i have lose like all my musle massive im boney as fuck and malnourished.
i do plan to pick up the mods agian soon when my gut isn't so painful or mabey healed but i honestly have no timeline for that at the monment and im sorry to all of you who been patiantly waiting for it.