Mod update and life update and moving forward:
Hello everyone.
I need to be real with you all for a moment.
I had death in my immediate family towards the end of last month.
As many of you know, and I've mentioned before, there has been health complications for a while now, both my own as well as with my immediate family that has taken priority in my life.
That of course makes sense and is as it should be. I don't regret that for one moment. Time with them means far more than any game.
But it had been getting close to their time of passing for a while now, and I have been taking what time I could to be with them.
I had been upfront about this, like I had said, you should all be thinking months for updates, not anytime soon based on how little time I have.
And while I still want to work on and complete this mod, I find that I have no drive to do so at this moment.
I'm not surprised, I'm still processing. And I am tired.
I still won't have much dev time as work and my personal health issues still haven't changed.
So, my current intentions are to process things, and let Saddog work on the game and see how far he gets.
I will still work on the mod slowly, but not with any intention of releasing an update until we have an idea of where Saddog is going to get with his side of things.
He has been communicating and that has been great.
And honestly at this point, if I can do a big push to do things, I would like to do it to release a completed mod for the finished game. And not have to worry about each of these updates that have so far been rather quickly released one after the other.
That is where I am at right now.
I know many of you have been patiently waiting for a SazMod update, and I am sorry to make you wait even longer.
But right now, I just can't do it. I'm not mentally there.
I am still trying to get back there, so like I said, I'm going to try to do little things here and there, but just to keep things going as Saddog gets to which ever point he gets to.
I believe he will get us to the end. He seems determined and I want to believe he will.
And then I will have a complete picture of the storylines and scenes and can just, hopefully, lay it all out, and complete the SazMod in a satisfactory way as well. At least in my eyes.
And hopefully that will give me time to grieve and process things too.
I still have other projects and things I have to work on as well, and am also having to find ways to work through them too.
I'll just keep trying to do my best.
I will hope you all are doing well, and getting through what you can too!
Thank you for your time.
Have the robots taken over yet?