You might be a fat old short ugly guy so I can see why her stories are your fantasies. I don't identify as anyone in these stories, if anything I see myself as like a work friend. Just looking at everything from the outside. I know it just a story, I just gave my opinion. Most people don't care about others opinions, fine. But you'd have to be blind not to pick up that all her stories tend to follow a pattern of distain for husband/boyfriend. I find it hard to believe that you picture yourself being the fat ugly character , other then the looks, mostly because the stories narrative in written in a why to where you are put in the husband/spouse place. Or it's written to where you hear the thoughts and feelings of the wife. It's rare that it's written to where your reading about the fat ugly guy's thoughts. But any case with you wanting to be a fat ugly old guy, I would never post anything wandering why you feel like a far old ugly guy.