- May 17, 2020
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That that scene in the third chapter still has no explanation is a great cruelty.Interesting she only mentions James' name twice in the whole game. The scene in the library is vaguely telling:
isa "(I can't lash out at students like that...)"isa "(...)"isa "(I did the right thing.)"isa "(This was for Jill.)"isa "(Married women don't fool around with young students.)"isa "(...)"isa "(They aren't intimate with friends either...)"isa "(But that...that was different!)"isa "(It doesn't matter... I've stopped it.)"isa "(Please, James... Forgive me.)"isa "(Please, just come home again...)"isa "(It's been long enough now.)"
She's setting the mc up with Jill even though she wants him, and we can see she's jealous of Jill with the MC in spite of herself.
When she talks about not being intimate with friends, but that she's stopped it, maybe she had an affair with Jill that wasn't just a one night thing. I definitely don't think she's alluding to something with the Burkes (that's just Steven's fantasy), and we do know that something happened with Jill.
"It's been long enough now" means it probably has been 3 years, not just a recent thing.
But I can be swayed to believing he's alive, and because she's asking for forgiveness here, and then saying she forgives him in another scene, I guess she probably started it (had an affair with Jill), he reciprocated (had an affair too), and they split up. Since it was her fault, she feels guilt rather than anger, hence the whole nutty disposition.
But none of that really lines up with the MC's exposition in the library, "call for help" etc.
I dunno...
In chapter 4, going to Bella's place, their relationship softens a little, but there is still this terrible omen (partly resumed in the sixth chapter with Bella's new collapse avoided at the last second).
its function is clear, that of creating additional (unjustified) guilt feelings on the playerThe call for help could mean Bella going off the deep end in the future (after the library, but before the present time for narrator MC who is in the future). Something could drive her to extreme nuttiness. Is it MC fooling around with everyone on campus? Could it be the return of James? Something else? This assumes she hasn't done anything untoward prior to meeting MC. I don't think she killed James, but I am interested to find out how Bella's parents died (at the same time apparently). That's fishy. I'm not willing to say she killed them, but I do find it curious that so many important people in her life have disappeared one way or another.
All that said, I really dislike the "call for help" future MC monologue. It's so out of the place in the story. The only other time future MC appears is during the intro.
Bella is hurting and you know it, but you do nothing, on the contrary....