He's just finished with me and I can use my hands now. It was fun for a bit, but I'm currently crying as I write to you. My father has never been so aggressive like that before, I mean he's raped me countless times, but this time it was different. Like he was treating me not as his eldest son, but just a lifeless fuck rag. Though all of this is what brings my tears, the physical pain of my testicles engorged from so much prostate stimulation without release doesn't help. But your posts are giving me what I need to suck my own dick and drain these balls into the depths of my hungry stomach. An ouroboros of my own nut.