I dont understand the psycholgy especially because Im actually pretty normal and masculine irl. I would say Irl im always the dominant one but being dom all the time is kinda boring and somtimes ive wished my exs would take more initiative and alot of these kinks I add into my games stemmed from me being online so much and my porn addiction making alot of vanilla stuff boring, on the flip side my big irl turn ons are maybe anal and facesitting/oral but yea I wouldnt say I want males to be betas in fact beta behavior in most settings is gross to me
