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If timeline is anything to go by, at this point somewhere isn't the sister going bonkers cuz Bolin is avoiding her Yandere persona?
That happened at the end of Book 2, the takes place at the beginning of Book 4, so it's long since happened.

But we could still have Eska show up and complain about Bolin as a reference to that in the show.
 

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Damn I really hope Eska and Densa are in both routes of book 4.
I assume more time is gonna be spent on the new romances.

But Ginger, Asami, and Jinora showed up in both routes. So as long as there is enough fan support, I wouldn't be surprised if Desna and Eska got at least 1 scene.
 

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I wonder if we could get a flashback from jinora about her tatoos I think that would be a neat scene as we get closer to her in the love route
That could be interesting, I wouldn't mind seeing the younger Jinora again, idk about bald Jinora though lmao.

I'm looking forward to Korra with short hair.

We're about a month in from the last update, Hopefully we'll get something in about a months time. I'm thinking around the 15th of April.
 

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Just a quick update! Marty and I are working on different sections of this forthcoming build (it’ll be a while still) to give it some oomph. we’ve got a good outline for upcoming storylines and how Korra and the girls are gonna go, and we’re calibrating and figuring out the best ways to be productive.

I’m trying out normal weekday hours with weekends off, with mixed success. I’m definitely old friends with depression and anxiety (who isn’t) and haven’t always used the healthiest mechanisms for coping, but I’ve been better so far this year. it’s funny how you can sometimes be happy during the bad times, but feel less than stellar during good times. I’ve been trying a lot of things to organize my brain — I’m finding lists really helpful. I’ve always been a seat-of-the-pants kinda person, but just remembering everything that’s gotta get done takes up so much mental energy it’s hard to start things.

So, yeah, lists help. I’ve also been exercising the last couple of months which is making a difference I think. I’ve never done much of that, I’ve always just fluctuated between too skinny and real chunk (more on the latter side), but I’m finally understanding that the body and brain are connected. motivation is more present and my mind works better as my physical health improves, though I still have plenty of work to do there. The most important step is the next one.
anyway, the girls are coming along, the story’s gonna get a little juice, and we’re tackling this thing from two angles and truckin’. hope you’re staying warm out there!

-soups, cbob, the sometimes writer guy
 

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a little off topic, but if anyone here needs a tip for handling depression, the first one will be DO NOT SHUT IN. seek help, confide with friends and family, find a hands on hobby, something that needs more work than thought will help a long way to diminish depression.

and, while it may not seems like it, exercising works incredibly well to help as well, you dont need to start hard, a quick jog, or even a set of light exercises every day will really go a long way. saying this as someone who lost a couple of years not doing those things...
 
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That could be interesting, I wouldn't mind seeing the younger Jinora again, idk about bald Jinora though lmao.

I'm looking forward to Korra with short hair.

We're about a month in from the last update, Hopefully we'll get something in about a months time. I'm thinking around the 15th of April.
I am curious who would have done the tats tho. Like it had to have been tenzen right? who else would he let see his little girl like that. and could be fun having tat variations like the obvious arrow to the wet zone
 
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Staying busy works for me. Being alone with your thoughts and nothing to do can get... unpleasant.
the biggest thing people gotta understand about depression is that, its not a "thing you get over", its something you survive, you learn how to work with it, but sooner or later, it will show its head again trying to drag you down. so the more things grounding you, keeping you from falling back... those are the things you need to setup, not just to not get dragged, but to move away from that pit.

this is why drinking or recreational drugs do not work long therm. it doesnt need to be some elaborate system, sometimes, just having a friend to talk to is enough.
 
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I am curious who would have done the tats tho. Like it had to have been tenzen right? who else would he let see his little girl like that. and could be fun having tat variations like the obvious arrow to the wet zone
Remembering how Jinora had a crush on her dad in the slave route, I wonder if they'll bring that up in this route. Jinora having a crush on her dad and Pema sharing her husband were character traits independent of the MC. So if this story takes place 3 years after that time, we might hear about how Tenzin handled Jinora's crush and Pema's husband sharing.

The real Tenzin would never step out on his wife or sleep with his daughter. But they could have a tattoo scene where Jinora is flirting with Tenzin but Tenzin is just trying to do it professionally.

That being said, it might cross into NTR territory to have Jinora talk about another guy. So they might just say that it was the MC's personality that sparked the crush in the first place. I think one of the spirits in the game mentioned that due to spirit magic and the snake sisters, the avatar's adventure would be filled with horny temptations. So it's possible that the Jinora crush only happened because the MC was in his body.
 

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yeah of course depression is hard but an indipendant porn creator who gets 2k or something is hit much less then someone like me who has a boss that would try to fire me if am sick for a couple of weeks because of depression. of course there are certain laws to protect me but once the boss doesnt like you you dont wanna work in the company anymore and they allways find ways to get you out of the company. many people dont think depression is real a real issue especially if you work in a harsh branch like manual labour on construction sites like me.

in other words even with depression cbob is propably off pretty good since he should have better chances of getting over the depression with a community that pays him anyways while i would have to suck it up until i break or quit my job.
 
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Man do i hate this excuse of a mental problem or depression ... it's like half the patron porn creators population have it.
The funny part not one of them has it at the start of a game or when the money is low. They get it after the 2 k mark or worse the 1.5 k mark and the chances to get it bigger when the money number is bigger.
I hope the family and friends are together whits them in their desperate time in vacation, some of them I heard the illness evolve in a state they don't even feel bad to pause they Patreon after 3 months of suffering...those are the rare cases when the depression gives you" I don't give a fuck about the suckers symptom"...I wonder what their poor soul will do when a real job under contract happens will the lead or manager take pity on them ...Gues will never know :'(
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I'd imagine depression often plays the main role in people ending up creating a porn game as a means of income.
You don't have to leave your room to work, don't need to deal with any people while you're able to set up your own working days and hours without having any cocky fucks with superiority complex watching your every step while you work for them like a slave to then pay you with a great pity a fraction of what you make them.
Also, I know it's hard to believe but having money doesn't help in "feeling better" if it comes to depression and you may end up killing yourself anyway, poor or rich, doesn't matter you're still empty inside.
Ironically money can also become yet another crushing you reason, how?
You'd think that once you'd finally manage to get your hands on the money you'll definitely feel much better than you do now, that it'll fix your problems, but the reality may prove to be different because when you finally make it and then notice that nothing has changed for the better you're likely to lose a big slice of your hope, a hope to get better, a hope that may be the last thing that keeps you away from doing something stupid.
There're many cases in which people who have had literally everything they could possibly ever want, if it comes to materiality, decided to kill themselves despite because they had lacked something which even money couldn't have provided them with.
I don't blame you for not understanding, nor other people who clearly didn't experience real depression because without experiencing it you could never fully understand anyway.
Just don't be so conceited and pray that it won't come your way one day because when it does and you'll underestimate it, you may end up feeling a serious whoopsie after it'll throw you down off your high horse, the more so the higher your high horse will be.
 
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I'd imagine depression often plays the main role in people ending up creating a porn game as a means of income.
You don't have to leave your room to work, don't need to deal with any people while you're able to set up your own working days and hours without having any cocky fucks with superiority complex watching your every step while you work for them like a slave to then pay you with a great pity a fraction of what you make them.
Also, I know it's hard to believe but having money doesn't help in "feeling better" if it comes to depression and you may end up killing yourself anyway, poor or rich, doesn't matter you're still empty inside.
Ironically money can also become yet another crushing you reason, how?
You'd think that once you'd finally manage to get your hands on the money you'll definitely feel much better than you do now, that it'll fix your problems, but the reality may prove to be different because when you finally make it and then notice that nothing has changed for the better you're likely to lose a big slice of your hope, a hope to get better, a hope that may be the last thing that keeps you away from doing something stupid.
There're many cases in which people who have had literally everything they could possibly ever want, if it comes to materiality, decided to kill themselves despite because they had lacked something which even money couldn't have provided them with.
I don't blame you for not understanding, nor other people who clearly didn't experience real depression because without experiencing it you could never fully understand anyway.
Just don't be so conceited and pray that it won't come your way one day because when it does and you'll underestimate it, you may end up feeling a serious whoopsie after it'll throw you down off your high horse, the more so the higher your high horse will be.

I know very well what is like to be depressed and afraid.
For more than 3 months recently,I was at my lowest point in life after a one-night stand whit a France girl from tinder. Let's just say that she was not too kind with her teeth on my dick and it left me a nasty scar on it...But that was not the real problem....the real problem began when I was too drunk to remember to use a condom and she did not remind me to use one. And I was having sex whit a bloody dick for more than 10-15 minutes, It was a hell of a shock to me when I change positions and got a look at what was a bloody mess down there...Long story short after that encounter I started to feel strange and was suffering from anxiety very much because I thot she gave me disease from her. When I google the symptoms it scared me half to death when I somehow believed I got all the symptoms of HIV..That made me very depressed and things got worst when you are told that the most accurate diagnostic for it is in 3 months...So I did not sleep more than 2 hours a night and started gaining weight because I was feeling sad..
I had night terrors and woke always in sweat because of it. You can imagine how that made me feel right knowing you may have a very dangerous disease that can change your life.
But you know what I did...I did not take one day off from work...hell I did not talk to anybody about this because I was so scared about what people will say.
The only time I got half a day off or a full day off work is when I want to get tested 2 times.
One time in the 73 days because I had 2 full nights whit out sleep and felt that I was gonna break mentally..the test was fine but it did not make me feel better because it was not a 100% test. The suffering continues till day 89 when the last of my test happen and I got a full test on every sexual disease know to man and that test was good but I became super anxious after this experience. When I came back 2 weeks later after hiding from a lot of people at a New Year party my really bad mental state the doctor had a look at my test result and he said I was in good health but that I seem very unstable. He did give me some meds and I took them for a week ...Until it made me feel no more emotion but it did help me sleep better.
I stop taking them after the second week because it made me feel like I'm being a zombie.. I still get sometimes the anxiety but I'm all good now.
The point of my story is. All of us were depressed or are still in a bad mental state. But that is not an excuse to just lie down and do nothing and make other pity you...That is one of the reasons you remain depressed. If you see people feel bad for you or if they want to help because of your depressions it will make you feel like you failed in being a human. I don't think anyone wants to be a burden in life but that is what you become if you embrace the Depression.

Out of 13 developers I watch, 7 of them had the same excuse of Depression or Bad mental state and only 2 of them after 3 months of receiving money decided to stop the patron support...it easy to get out of work when you don't need a legal document to see that your condition is real.
So don't accuse me of being on a high horse if you don't know me...All of us have a problem but some of us are not making excuses for it.
 
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this again, le sigh.. if you guys want to discuss depression at length, feel free to create a new thread. i think i'll even put it on the watchlist, why the hell not. but if you keep going at length in here, there will come another cleansweep. every what 10 days or less the topic gets derailed, for as long as i follow it.
sooo back to Topic:
the summary, IF cbob really suffered (or still does) from depression, at least he might have the income to get professional help. that's up to him.
the outcome of the game development, hangs on whatever (we still don't have details, mind you) he's stuck with. and as long as Marty doesn't get something to put his art on, he's stuck with not getting stuff done. ENDIF
 
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I know very well what is like to be depressed and afraid.
For more than 3 months recently,I was at my lowest point in life after a one-night stand whit a France girl from tinder. Let's just say that she was not too kind with her teeth on my dick and it left me a nasty scar on it...But that was not the real problem....the real problem began when I was too drunk to remember to use a condom and she did not remind me to use one. And I was having sex whit a bloody dick for more than 10-15 minutes, It was a hell of a shock to me when I change positions and got a look at what was a bloody mess down there...Long story short after that encounter I started to feel strange and was suffering from anxiety very much because I thot she gave me disease from her. When I google the symptoms it scared me half to death when I somehow believed I got all the symptoms of HIV..That made me very depressed and things got worst when you are told that the most accurate diagnostic for it is in 3 months...So I did not sleep more than 2 hours a night and started gaining weight because I was feeling sad..
I had night terrors and woke always in sweat because of it. You can imagine how that made me feel right knowing you may have a very dangerous disease that can change your life.
But you know what I did...I did not take one day off from work...hell I did not talk to anybody about this because I was so scared about what people will say.
The only time I got half a day off or a full day off work is when I want to get tested 2 times.
One time in the 73 days because I had 2 full nights whit out sleep and felt that I was gonna break mentally..the test was fine but it did not make me feel better because it was not a 100% test. The suffering continues till day 89 when the last of my test happen and I got a full test on every sexual disease know to man and that test was good but I became super anxious after this experience. When I came back 2 weeks later after hiding from a lot of people at a New Year party my really bad mental state the doctor had a look at my test result and he said I was in good health but that I seem very unstable. He did give me some meds and I took them for a week ...Until it made me feel no more emotion but it did help me sleep better.
I stop taking them after the second week because it made me feel like I'm being a zombie.. I still get sometimes the anxiety but I'm all good now.
The point of my story is. All of us were depressed or are still in a bad mental state. But that is not an excuse to just lie down and do nothing and make other pity you...That is one of the reasons you remain depressed. If you see people feel bad for you or if they want to help because of your depressions it will make you feel like you failed in being a human. I don't think anyone wants to be a burden in life but that is what you become if you embrace the Depression.

Out of 13 developers I watch, 7 of them had the same excuse of Depression or Bad mental state and only 2 of them after 3 mounts of receiving money decided to stop the patron support...it easy to get out of work when you don't need a legal document to see that your condition is real.
So don't accuse me of being on a high horse if you don't know me...All of us have a problem but some of us are not making excuses for it.
I get where your coming from since this is a big issue in the community, but this is pirate site for porn. Idk what kind of depression you personally suffered, (have had some of my own where I seriously contemplated killing myself,) but I doubt complaining in here, and not as a paying customer does any good. I've paid for access to certain builds before personally, and dropped it after some delays early last year, a few months before covid. He was definitely more receptive to talk with people who were willing to support him from my experience. Again it's not like complaining here does anything, current donaters arn't going to be on here.
 

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Man do i hate this excuse of a mental problem or depression ... it's like half the patron porn creators population have it.
The funny part not one of them has it at the start of a game or when the money is low. They get it after the 2 k mark or worse the 1.5 k mark and the chances to get it is bigger when the money number is bigger.
I hope the family and friends are together whits them in their desperate time in vacation, some of them I heard the illness evolve in a state they don't even feel bad to pause they Patreon after 3 months of suffering...those are the rare cases when the depression gives you" I don't give a fuck about the suckers symptom"...I wonder what their poor soul will do when a real job under contract happens will the lead or manager take pity on them ...Gues will never know :'(
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you are looking at it the wrong way, its not that they only develop it after they "make bank", its exactly because they make that money that the depression hits.you might not belive it, but depression isnt just a "thing". pressure is one of the biggest causes. "you have to deliver, you have to show its worth it", those things actually led to alot of burning out.

why do you think the cliche of highly paid alcoholic exists? belive it or not, the depression comes from them fighting to not lose this.

by the way, im not defending patreon milking, just explaining why things like this happen.

also, it takes a special kind of "degenerate", to make money out of porn, be it movie or games. the stigma does eat up your will.
 
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