- Aug 3, 2018
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Because I have a very solid understanding of the differences between real life and fantasy/game life. My interest in occasionally exploring the darker side of sexual fantasies has nothing to do with my real life behavior. While I do enjoy playing out a good CNC scene, that only ever comes after trust has been built, a really serious conversation about boundries has been held, each of us has filled out and understood each other's yes/no/maybe lists, discussion of each partner's needs for aftercare, and ALWAYS with the use of either a really good safe word and/or the stop light system (green = yes, please keep going; yellow = keep going, but pull back on the boundry pushing "maybe" activities, or pause to discuss the problem with the intent of restarting; red = immediately end the scene, and proceed to immediate aftercare). I seldom have to worry about alternative signalling such as dropping a ball or some other noisy thing, as I hate gags - I want my play thing begging me for something - either to stop, or begging me not to stop - so their mouths are generally available to safeword.
In the context of the story, Isabella is a fucking bitch who is perfectly happy to pimp her own daughter. While in real life, I would never use sex as a punishment*, in the CONTEXT OF A SEXUAL FANTASY GAME, a bitch like that gets what she earns. And I don't care if she stops being such a bitch, I'm just hate fucking her, or (in the game context), it is a straight up r. She doesn't get to cum. Why am I so comfortable with this behavior? Because SHE'S NOT A PERSON. She's a bunch of pixels on a screen. I'm not going to hurt her feelings, because she has none. I'm not going to add to her trauma, because she doesn't actually exist.
Though now that I think about it, getting her to cum while r'ing her does have a certain appeal. Many (not all, and most certainly not even most, but many) women report having orgasms durring sexual assaults. It fucks them up in the head. Did they actually want it? Then why did they cum? In reality, of course, her orgasm has nothing to do with consent, and no means no and all that. But, in the context of the game, playing with Isabella's psycology like that would be awesome. "I though you didn't want this? Then why are you so wet? WOAH! Did you just cum, you dirty bitch?"
All you vanilla people are so wierd. You lie your way into relationships with people you don't actually know, have boring sex because you can't talk about what you REALLY want, and then end up cheating on each other because the only way you know to get any excitement is to go behind the back of a person you claim to care about. Give me a straight forward, honest kinky relationship anyday.
*At least, not outside of an appropriately established sub/dom or brat/tamer relationship, where it is really more of a funishment than anything; not like making a brat kneel on rice, write lines, or take 20 whacks with her hair brush. Of course, Princess enjoys the hell out of punishments, when daddy decides she need correcting. But these are the challenges when taming a brat.
