I bet you don't feel a pang of guilt when you see a picture of Tanya. Right?
I feel ashamed, guilty, dirty, nauseated, when I think about Jasmine and that fucking scene. I thought I could stomach it, that I would be able to go through it and forget. Nope. Not in the slightest.
I don't usually connect so much with the MC, yeah, ok, it's cool, that would be fun to do... and so on. But, in that scene... somehow, even the thought of doing that to a person, caused me such a reaction that surprised me. I felt total disgust for ME, not the MC, ME... I have been told that the scene is very mild, almost innocuous... Imagine... I would probably have a really bad time on a harder scene.
I knew that it wasn't to my tastes, but I never imagined that I would be repulsed so much.
Again I say, I know that some of you love that type of thing, and it's OK. I am not really talking about the scene, I'm talking about my reaction to it. No kink shaming intended.
Peace :/