This was really good, i was considering dropping it early/mid to late stages cause of the secret keeping and pushing away someone that is trying to help and believing you can handle it yourself, i really understand how traumatic it can be, i really do but please don't push away people who genuinely care and want to help you cause it hit me deeper cause of i had a buddy who was in a tough and dangerous spot but refused to talk or ask for help, i noticed and really tried to help but he kept insisting everything was fine next thing i know i got a call that he was found d3ad, it made me angry at myself and himself but myself especially cause if i had taken matters into my own hands instead of just sitting around when i could clearly see something was up I'd have helped and he'd still be alive, i was very angry as why he wouldn't let me help him, and i still beat myself up and mostly blame myself till date so please i know it's not easy, i really really do but please if you see someone that is genuinely willing to help you please don't push the person away, please. Anyways I'm glad i continued this, it was a 9/10 when everything was out and no more secrets, definitely looking forward to more updates and i don't think this is anywhere close to done?