This hottie is the sole reason MC got outta retirement and pledged his whole life ahead of him to care and prottect this babe and everyone near and dear to her ... random guys keep coming at her and constantly threaten her family, each of her girls is under assault every day ... of course she will have to keep telling herself she is not powerless, she is not going to put up with being disrespected at her own table in her own house. Being en guard means being aware.
wtf this is such a random comment
She is not a violent or obtuse person, that would be any time able to stand like a rock in front of abuse, so she has to keep doing this mental gymnastics so she is feeling confident and in control of her emotions and her self preservation instincts.