2 concepts:
1) Female Protag are almost EVERY SINGLE ONE written by man, and you can easily notice. As most writters I'm guessing are either 30ish without plenty of woman experience, or 20ish (lets not talk about the elephant in the room), then its even more clear. I started playing Female Perspectives trying to improve myself and see things from a different angle, for RL purposes, but quickly I realised I understand women better than 97% of the writters, they write shit and fan service, and I didnt learned almost anything.
At this point Im just "trying to end the stories" or leaving them when they become stupid or too much cringe when I no longer care to finish the story. When I see AWAM Dylan shit, or Vaulihorn swiming pool shit, or Myriam and Mr. Little, they put me at the point of you either improve drastically and explain that way better, or Im out, and as usual, Im always out.
2) The "Am I gay?" test is VERY VERY EASY. At least once in your life, ages between 14 and 21, you will find THAT person that has power over you without even talking to you, not even looking at you. Your legs will tremble, your heart rate will raise, your hands will get wet, your breath will become irregular, you freeze. It's not fear, fear is different even if symptoms are very similar. That sensation is your brain rushing you into taking action. If that person was a man, you are gay. If that person was a woman, you are heterosexual. Period.
If you have NEVER experienced that feeling in real life (once you feel it you are 10000% sure of it), then porn and online stimulation had fucked up your brain and you need urgent recovery. First of all, you should NOT be here. Second, ZERO porn, ZERO webcams, ZERO onlyfans, ZERO instagram, ZERO facebook, ZERO tiktok, ZERO everything where either you see a naked or almost naked women (instagram posing is enough to consider it "almost naked"), or you see women more beatiful than your daily friends and people that you meet. ZERO digital brain stimulation. Keep it for a bare minimum of 6 months. DO IT, its the elephant in the room of your life.
