me: dude! this guy a PURRRRvert!
pervert: Awh! Thanks for noticing!
I see you're a fellow sufferer of, call it, fatalistic awareness. Renders life more honest but weakens the ability to plan because of the constant avoidance of making false promises, or "making plans outloud" (not that you haven't been productive).
Funnily enough, as of a few months I can't stop picturing a dark parody of the series Ghosts! I mean it's a light-hearted, feel good comedy where even the hotness of the actress is normalised/toned down, but if the goblins running around your head are anything like mine you'd be constantly mindbreaking pain/pleasure sessions building up to gangbangs and cuckoldry across the astral plane lol.
With the strides been happening in the well edited, heavily trained, AI-generated world offering nothing in these darker niche(s), I keep wishing I had the time and patience to learn and do it. Possession is only one dimension of what I've pictured though.