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This game must be quite something to have 471 pages of comments and 11.5gb of data to download... What am I getting myself into...?
You ask yourself what kind of game this could be. But as people gather to answer you, you get distracted by a passing bird. Possibly a heron. Your mind goes somewhere else. You follow it. You end up in front of a well. You look down. But when your eyes make contact with the bottom, you realize that it is you that you are looking down upon. When you blink, you are back at home. It's time to play the game that will be either one of the worst or best experiences of your life.
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Also, there is a girl with blue eyes in this game named Ami. She's worth it I'd think.
 

LessonsInDissonance

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Let me guess, whatever the fuck this is is in the game and is unavoidable and I will hate myself for reaching the point of seeing whatever THIS is?
This isn't in the game yet.
The image is meant to be a joke and satirized summary of how nuts this game can become.
If you are looking for a quick wank, this isn't for you, but if you're looking for something much deeper that will change your life, then you must play the game. I guarantee you will never find anything like lessons in love, it's not for everyone, but if you do like it, you WILL get addicted worse than crack.
 

VoidExile

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A Visual Novel that's already the longest known to man and only about %33-%40 complete that fits into the "existential horror" genre and is a subversion of the game you were likely expecting when you clicked "download". It's a game with porn, not a porn game (if that distinction makes sense to you, the porn isn't the point). It will judge you for considering it a porn game. Repeatedly.
Longest visual novel... so that will probably take me several weeks to play, or... months?
Existential horror, has horror tag... I don't like horror but generally things that aren't considered jumpscare but more unsettling rather than sudden I can easily handle... which side does this belong tho?
Not sure what you mean by a sub version there. Guessing you explain that in the next sentence.
Hmm... Sort of like, pretty much any game with porn out there like uhhhh GTA? But I mean, judging you for considering it a porn game? How bad can it be... (gonna regret asking, aren't I?)
 
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VoidExile

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This isn't in the game yet.
The image is meant to be a joke and satirized summary of how nuts this game can become.
If you are looking for a quick wank, this isn't for you, but if you're looking for something much deeper that will change your life, then you must play the game. I guarantee you will never find anything like lessons in love, it's not for everyone, but if you do like it, you WILL get addicted worse than crack.
Understandable. If I like the art style I will play it regardless if it has good porn or not. I'm generally here for the story event. If I weren't, I would just visit PH or some image site or just play an action game or something
 

LessonsInDissonance

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How bad can it be... (gonna regret asking, aren't I?)
You will definitely regret playing this game, everybody does.

The only difference is whether you will regret it because you hate it, or regret it because you got addicted to it.

Just play the damn game and remember that WIRES is your best friend.
 

VoidExile

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Awww shit. I think I just scared off a new player player with my ill timed post :KEK:
Nah, I'm expecting an explanation here. You don't send random memes to new players expecting them to understand after hearing how fucked up the game could be
 

shmurfer

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Nah, I'm expecting an explanation here. You don't send random memes to new players expecting them to understand after hearing how fucked up the game could be
That image is a VERY generic example of what the game comes up with every now and then. Kinda like if someone's body exploded in the modern fallout games. A moment that happens all the time and really means nothing at the end of the day.

Are there any actual subjects you refuse to deal with in stories?
 
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DeanNoriko

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Longest visual novel... so that will probably take me several weeks to play, or... months?
Existential horror, has horror tag... I don't like horror but generally things that aren't considered jumpscare but more unsettling rather than sudden I can easily handle... which side does this belong tho?
Not sure what you mean by a sub version there. Guessing you explain that in the next sentence.
Hmm... Sort of like, pretty much any game with porn out there like uhhhh GTA? But I mean, judging you for considering it a porn game? How bad can it be... (gonna regret asking, aren't I?)
I don't think there is a huge point in explaining you the game in detail.
The sheer amount of posts in this thread, the number of reviews and the quick replies probably already show you that this is a very popular title.

Coincidentally we were just talking about how "fucked up" we all consider this game to be and why we like it a few pages back. You can check out my take on it here if you want.

At the end of the day you only really need to know two things:
  • This game is not for everybody. Its main themes include various traumatic experiences, such as depression, death, pedophilia, grooming, bullying, etc. and may cause triggers to people sensitive to such topics or who are in a susceptible mental state themselves right now.
  • This game is very well written and long as fuck. Like, actually well written, not in the "for a porn game" sense like you'd read on a lot of reviews for other games on here. Dev cooks in that regard.

For the rest, I'd say just play it and get your own impression and don't spoil yourself too much, I guess. Just don't necessarily play this game with the goal to get off. Treat it like a book that you want to read bit by bit and be patient with it. It's worth it.
 

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My two main concerns are this: Is there jump scares, and a lot of them all things considered?
And: What type of cheating is there? Mc being cheated on and girl being hurt, mc being cheated on and the girl isn't hurt, or the mc is the one doing the cheating?
The only thing I don't do well with is lots of unpredictable jump scares and the girl being hurt in cheating scenarios. I've had a certain braveheart academy do that but it was obviously avoidable. I learned my lesson after that.

Okay so, I've watched people play DDLC before, that was obviously not what people expected. Any similarities there?
Then there is Scorn which is... very fucked up, but I barely reacted to anything I saw, like, at all. Iron stomach? Perhaps.
It's the jump scares that get me.
I've been around, seen things.

Honestly, I think if existential horror is more in the text format, I should be completely fine. The implication that this is a long game is great for me, but I question if it's worth it if my initial two questions don't yield favorable responses.

Oh shit, one more thing! Do beloved characters suddenly die unexpectedly???
 

VoidExile

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That image is a VERY generic example of what the game comes up with every now and then. Kinda like if someone's body exploded in the modern fallout games. A moment that happens all the time and really means nothing at the end of the day.

Are there any actual subjects you refuse to deal with in stories?
Yes "
My two main concerns are this: Is there jump scares, and a lot of them all things considered?
And: What type of cheating is there? Mc being cheated on and girl being hurt, mc being cheated on and the girl isn't hurt, or the mc is the one doing the cheating?
The only thing I don't do well with is lots of unpredictable jump scares and the girl being hurt in cheating scenarios. I've had a certain braveheart academy do that but it was obviously avoidable. I learned my lesson after that.
Oh shit, one more thing! Do beloved characters suddenly die unexpectedly???"
As quoted from my comment above.
Those are things I don't handle well, but I am otherwise pretty resilient
 

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Yes "
My two main concerns are this: Is there jump scares, and a lot of them all things considered?
And: What type of cheating is there? Mc being cheated on and girl being hurt, mc being cheated on and the girl isn't hurt, or the mc is the one doing the cheating?
The only thing I don't do well with is lots of unpredictable jump scares and the girl being hurt in cheating scenarios. I've had a certain braveheart academy do that but it was obviously avoidable. I learned my lesson after that.
Oh shit, one more thing! Do beloved characters suddenly die unexpectedly???"
As quoted from my comment above.
Those are things I don't handle well, but I am otherwise pretty resilient
There are quiet a bit of jumpscares and you're going to have to play the game to answer the rest. Any further answers would be spoiling the game.
 

Moonflare

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My two main concerns are this: Is there jump scares, and a lot of them all things considered?
And: What type of cheating is there? Mc being cheated on and girl being hurt, mc being cheated on and the girl isn't hurt, or the mc is the one doing the cheating?
The only thing I don't do well with is lots of unpredictable jump scares and the girl being hurt in cheating scenarios. I've had a certain braveheart academy do that but it was obviously avoidable. I learned my lesson after that.

Okay so, I've watched people play DDLC before, that was obviously not what people expected. Any similarities there?
Then there is Scorn which is... very fucked up, but I barely reacted to anything I saw, like, at all. Iron stomach? Perhaps.
It's the jump scares that get me.
I've been around, seen things.

Honestly, I think if existential horror is more in the text format, I should be completely fine. The implication that this is a long game is great for me, but I question if it's worth it if my initial two questions don't yield favorable responses.

Oh shit, one more thing! Do beloved characters suddenly die unexpectedly???
Now I'll actually be helpful instead of falling into my guilty pleasure of random obscure quotes.

1. There are no actual jumpscares (in the sense of something suddenly screaming at you and jumping at your face). There are some flashing images, but most of the time you have a warning for them, and since the focus of the game is its narrative in text form, you know it's coming 99% of the time.

2. There is cheating in many shape and forms, but none that hurt the mc. The mc enjoys the thought of girls he's seeing to be seeing other girls at the same time - not that it happens a lot mind you, but it does happen (sometimes in a forced way) - although all of them that get into a relationship with the mc have him as their number 1. There is no other man involved in cheating either, the only exception is within mc's past and during very psychodelic hallucinations, that might even be about the mc himself fucking the girls and he's just seeing himself as another person.

That being said, girls do get hurt in the course of the game. There are various degrees of sexual assault/blackmail/possession and so forth. Again, not by any dude, mostly because of supernatural events, and a few times due to other girls.

Finally, there is an ongoing theme of "maybe none of this is happening" from the start, that makes it difficult to ascertain to which degree someone can even get hurt, or how much of anything is real. So take that as you will. I'll say that at the very least none of these scenes have been there just for shock value nor a fetish. They all serve a logical purpose within their own arcs.

Edit: 3. Death is very debatable in this game for reasons that you'll naturally pick up during the story. You won't have to worry about anyone leaving you for good.
 

DeanNoriko

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My two main concerns are this: Is there jump scares, and a lot of them all things considered?
And: What type of cheating is there? Mc being cheated on and girl being hurt, mc being cheated on and the girl isn't hurt, or the mc is the one doing the cheating?
The only thing I don't do well with is lots of unpredictable jump scares and the girl being hurt in cheating scenarios. I've had a certain braveheart academy do that but it was obviously avoidable. I learned my lesson after that.

Okay so, I've watched people play DDLC before, that was obviously not what people expected. Any similarities there?
Then there is Scorn which is... very fucked up, but I barely reacted to anything I saw, like, at all. Iron stomach? Perhaps.
It's the jump scares that get me.
I've been around, seen things.

Honestly, I think if existential horror is more in the text format, I should be completely fine. The implication that this is a long game is great for me, but I question if it's worth it if my initial two questions don't yield favorable responses.

Oh shit, one more thing! Do beloved characters suddenly die unexpectedly???
I'll address your questions and concerns, but in your own best interest (without trying to be too pushy) I would recommend to just go for it afterwards, the more detailed questions you will ask, the more will you rob yourself of the enjoyment of finding out the story by yourself.

Is there jump scares, and a lot of them all things considered?
In my opinion that depends on what you consider jump scares. There are recurring audio cues, a static sound, that indicates that some fuckery is going on. There might be some flashy images suddenly popping up seemingly out of nowhere.
But I wouldn't say that the horror element in this game is focused on getting actively scared like in a standard horror slasher. It's mostly psychological and existential horror. With occasional gory scenes. Think of "trying to face your inner demons and feeling powerless to do anything against them as you slowly slip away".
The comparison with DDLC is fair. Think of it being similar to that game, but much further expanded plot wise and the horror aspect much more subtle and not as central to the identity of the game. Essentially this game is still a slice of life story, just with trauma and weird dreams, gods, etc. thrown in.

What type of cheating is there?
The MC is not getting cheated on. Actually scratch that, there has been this weird discussion going on, mainly in the reviews for some reason, about NTR. I guess there might be one or at most two scenes that could be interpreted that way, but this is far from an NTR game, the MC is not in danger of being cheated on.
At one point in time you have the choice to initiate in a sexual relationship with a married person (whose partner is not shown in the game at any point so far) but this is avoidable. And the relationships you may choose to pursue with certain girls might appear exclusive to some of them. So some girls might get hurt to some extent. Honestly, I would be kinda surprised if that ended up to be the thing that bothered you the most about this game lol.
In general though, if NTR is one of your concerns, there are canonically (basically) no other male characters in the game - it is explained at the very beginning of the game why.

Do beloved characters suddenly die unexpectedly???
There might be cock murder at some point in this game. That is all that I am willing to say.
But in all seriousness, the girls you see in the menu's character screen from the beginning of the game still exist and are all alive up to this date.
 
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In my opinion that depends on what you consider jump scares.
The most important part is the warning. If I'm left covering the screen and still jumping, that's on me. If I don't cover the screen and something causes me to jump, that's not fine. I tend to watch people play horror games by first letting the jump scare happen and then watching it when I know when to expect it. It's the suddenness of it that gets me.
There might be cock murder at some point in this game. That is all that I am willing to say.
But in all seriousness, the girls you see in the menu's character screen from the beginning of the game still exist and are alive up to this date.
Well that sounds lovely... worse than death. Also, you failed to make that sound reassuring. I really DON'T care if one thing here or there is spoiled. I would rather read a story about a soon to be corpse of a character

The cheating part is concluded, I'm very comfortable with those kinds of cheating
So far I have my reservations but I still want to play it. I still am very curious about numerous things and there seem to be some conflicting information here on the jump scare factor and no conclusive answer on character deaths. I just want to avoid forming a connection to a character I don't know if they will die or not, that's all.
 

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Yes "
My two main concerns are this: Is there jump scares, and a lot of them all things considered?
And: What type of cheating is there? Mc being cheated on and girl being hurt, mc being cheated on and the girl isn't hurt, or the mc is the one doing the cheating?
The only thing I don't do well with is lots of unpredictable jump scares and the girl being hurt in cheating scenarios. I've had a certain braveheart academy do that but it was obviously avoidable. I learned my lesson after that.
Oh shit, one more thing! Do beloved characters suddenly die unexpectedly???"
As quoted from my comment above.
Those are things I don't handle well, but I am otherwise pretty resilient
You'll be fine honestly. The specifics are spoilery, every point you brought up nearly happens in the game but I couldn't point to a specific moment where the game wanted you to be jumpscared / be cheated on / have a beloved character die. None of those points are a focus like it's a fetish. "People suffer" is probably the only 'fetish' you could accuse the game of trying to push. Everything else is a Smorgasbord that happens occasionally to tick of a checklist of "Yeah the game has this" rather than "This is a [fetish] game"

An example is a couple of months ago, a sleep molestation scene was added. A few months before that, an anal scene was added. In between those scenes, a ton of trauma happened, a bunch of hope happened. A bunch of stories were continued, some stories were left to fester in a annoying way.
 

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Longest visual novel... so that will probably take me several weeks to play, or... months?
Existential horror, has horror tag... I don't like horror but generally things that aren't considered jumpscare but more unsettling rather than sudden I can easily handle... which side does this belong tho?
Not sure what you mean by a sub version there. Guessing you explain that in the next sentence.
Hmm... Sort of like, pretty much any game with porn out there like uhhhh GTA? But I mean, judging you for considering it a porn game? How bad can it be... (gonna regret asking, aren't I?)
Subversion (one word) or the base verb (to subvert) means to take the conventions of a genre and go against them, twist them, or turn them on their side. This game is a subversion of the harem genre of eroge. Another possible word to describe it would be "deconstruction," though they're not the same thing, this game is a bit of both.

It takes a lot of the common and popular tropes of eroge -- harem, schoolgirls, an unrealistically large penis, etc -- and twists them. Sometimes it does this by removing the fantastical elements of the genre and injecting a dose of reality, sometimes it does it by making everything appear one way, only to pull the rug out from under you.

And to better explain what I mean by "game with porn, rather than a porn game," the sex scenes are a thing that happens, but they're not the purpose of the game. The game is a slow burn, and very story-heavy, and sex happens when it's appropriate, and there's quite a bit of it due to its length, but if you're looking for a quick fap this isn't the game. This is an attempt at eroge as art, rather than eroge as simple entertainment -- which yes, sounds pretentious, but here we are.

And if you're one to project yourself into the MC, this probably isn't the game for you. Or at the very least, do so at your own peril. The MC is a terrible person in just about every respect.
 
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