The game i'm looking for is a Japanese (has an english translation) rpg maker game where you play as a girl who can transform into a magical form. There is turn based combat and upon defeat the enemy has their way with you in various ways.
none of those, the second one looks kind of similar. I know the main character is flat chested, during combat enemies use various lewd attacks that cause permanent stacking status ailments. The mc has pink or blue hair, one of the two.
that's not it. I don't think it'll be found on f95, I spent hours searching. I think I first found it on lewgameshub but I spent hours searching that site as well, it's like it was removed or something.
I'm sure that we can find it if you provide some additional information. It may not be on this site if it's a loli game. You say that the heroine's hair color changes to pink/blue as she transforms? Is the game divided into two parts, one being every-day life as her going to school and stuff and the other part her transforming and fighting the forces of evil?
Is the game set in a fantasy world, a contemporary setting, or sci-fi?
Aside from defeat rape, does it feature any particular fetishes? Like, are tentacles or monsters the main antagonists or is it humans?
Do you remember what eye color the girl had or the color and style of her magical girl costume?
Does the girl have a mascot who gives her magical powers, like Kyubey from Madoka or Luna from Sailor Moon?
Any other details, no matter how insignificant, that you may be able to recall?