- Sep 13, 2020
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Thanks! I need to re=read the route it to remember. I'm finally better understanding the whole reassure me, Paul stuff thanks to what you're describing. But I don't remember when all this comes, is it after the really hardcore abusive fuckfest?Honestly you addressed this really well so thanks for the input , the more I think about it the NTS/POLYAMOURUS route has me conflicted somewhat in regards to the first sex scene .... Like it should almost be clumsy, embarrassing and personally it should be incredibly vanilla ... After all this is her first time properly with someone else and she is still finding her feet , like you would almost expect it to be basic missionary then Mila essentially running out and going home as she's embarrassed almost conflicted but needing reassurance from Paul that it's ok , it just felt too ramped up based on the story
I'm remembering how Bob sort of takes over, or was that not the first time? That one did sort of make sense cause while she's hesitating he's just greedily trying to take all he can get as he doesn't know if he'll ever get the chance again. The choices were not all that smooth there, with the variation of what she can say unclear. If I remember correctly all they change is what she says, which makes her either a more actively compliant submissive or someone who hasn't fetishised her feelings, experience what most people would; pain and discomfort, with the situation well into non-consensual/rape territory. Afterwards she just likes things without a second thought? IDK, don't remember.
My imagination is that both the thank you daddy AND the silently thinking fuck you asshole "paths" end up in subspace and then the monologues reflect that she either enthusiastically like it or keeps coming back for more because she doesn't digest/process the emotions of hard abuse, overwhelming orgasms, how a harmless sweet guy she pitied more or less raped her, how she really likes him and wants to take care of him like those kingkong girls have... ANyway though there should be a second path where afterwards she cannot reconcile herself with the experience and breaks thing off and the trauma gets her into weird things with Paul (I would prefer she best become frigid and cold and gradually the tensions would trigger Paul into similar behaviour as Bob- more or less abusing Mila. It would make sense, because she would subconsciously triggering him as part of a reenactment complex or whatever it's called in psychology).
ANyway all of this can maybe be understood as clumsy uncertainty? IDK, I think the clumsiness should come before the hardcore stuff maybe...
I don't remember how the femdom and Paul top start, but I'm guessing they diverge from the above in the moments when she explicitly stops Bob or doesn't give him greenlight to give free rein and set the animal loose. Makes sense that after such a choice she would either start allowing him to have fun careful because she's scared which is just good outspoken consent policy or she starts finding Bob's waiting for a greenlight and reserved desire a turn on, which she either turns into femdom straight or kind of half-cucking Bob with daddy Paul.
Just thoughts on a lazy afternoon.