- Jul 17, 2021
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So, my original idea is more to your likin, as it is with me? I can push my brain to go all sadistic, but, it's just not for me. I'd prefer to just not have bad shit happen or add in douchebags we want to kill in fucked up ways in any game. I actually felt sickened by the shit I was postin. I think I'm just goin to delete that shit.I'll be honest, I managed to creep myself out. Gladly I haven't eaten yet, or there would be some wasted food.
I can write about it, but even considering doing it, leaves me on the verge of throwing up. Just thinking of the smell of blood is unbearable.
I am NOT a violent person, but I do have a very perverted imagination, and thinking of punishing an abuser is one my triggers.
Peace