Dessolos
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- Jul 25, 2017
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I mean you aren't entirely wrong but I do think alot of it is how we interpret things. Which is part of what makes AVN's so great. I dont see her as someone that will just go on her way as if it was just a mistake at least not without the MC to talk her out of guilt tripping her self. But yeah you are right on that part cause the MC will probably always talk her out of any future mistakes she may make. But I still think as of right now she is a good enough person with a big heart she would honestly help anyone in need when possible to try to make up for any of the bad over the course of her lifetime. The question really becomes does the MC allow her or talk her out of that or does her personality take a left turn and she becomes a totally different person.Idk man. She's selfish. She knew she will become a monster who will kill people for her thirst still she decided to go for it just to start walking again. She won't even try to make it right. She will just go on her way as if it was just a mistake.
You said it yourself that she barely controlled herself the first time which shows that she can actually control her so the 2nd time when she finally killed the girl she decided to let go of her control.
Would you turn yourself a monster just to start walking again?
About her turning her self into a monster. Yeah that was selfish but I don't think she did it entirely to walk I mean yeah that was a big part of it. I think a bigger part of it was the MC being there clouded her judgement , she probably also doesn't want to be a burden to him so she probably felt a bit emotional cause of that. As she was always doubting her self before she was paralyzed thinking she was in the way and a burden to the MC IRRC ( I need to replay this to recall that aspect correctly). So yeah still selfish but I see it as there was a bit more to just being able to walk again.