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Can anyone tell what's this about?
I even entered my patreon email but nothing happened, is this game exclusive now??
IDONTHAVEANAME844
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The new update is only for paying Patreons (until october 1st), you can play
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Wow, I have not followed this in a while and the amount of content you put out in such a short time is absolutely insane! Other games I follow feel like they barely progress even after years and here I wonder where I will find the time to go through the plot properly as I find myself mostly skipping through the text to see what happens next and thats before thinking about going with different choices! I think the last time I actually played through the full plot was for chapter 12? Since then the plot became crazy! Almost too crazy as it lost the simple femdom charm it had in the beginning, but Im just glad this niche gets good content at all!
Are there actualy routes yet/do choices matter or is it just for the scene itself?
Are there actualy routes yet/do choices matter or is it just for the scene itself?
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Choices have a greater impact on the chapter itself and on subsequent ones, but in the latest updates it already counts towards taking a position on one side or the other of the story.
Is the cheating content in this easy to avoid or will I basically need something that'll tell me if a choice will lead to an NTR scene?
Mwaysinful
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It is not avoidable, it is skippable. You can choose not to watch.
But that is not what this game is about. We are literally talking about a scene that lasts just few minutes in a game with a lot of content.
If it’s not avoidable then I don’t think it should have (avoidable) next to it in the genre thing on the first post
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It'll release (probably) on November 1st for Patreons and on December 1st for everyone else
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It's already released for patrons, he's asking for a hero. It'll be released for everyone next month on November 1st
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Sorry, I didn't write the Russian version and it seems the email check is still ongoing. I'll try to fix it next time.
IDONTHAVEANAME844
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Just chcked and you're right, it is out on Patreon, I just got a bit confused with the updates, Bolskan releases too many lol
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I suppose that's the best complain one can have xD
Let's see if a hero releases update a week or two earlier
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IDONTHAVEANAME844
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"
Hi everyone
As many of you have already seen over the past month and in the latest weekly update, the game is now completely finished.
Honestly, I still had plenty of ideas to keep expanding Surrendering To My Crush — with new routes for Aiko, Azami, and other characters — but since the beginning of 2025, it’s become really difficult for me to continue working on it.
First of all, this isn’t my main job, and even though some people think my income is high (since it’s public), the truth is that in my country I have to declare everything I earn, which leaves me with less than 50%. On top of that, taxes have been increasing, reducing my income even further.
Secondly, my free time has been shrinking more and more. I work from Monday to Sunday and have barely taken any vacations since I started this project. I do everything by myself, and while I love it, the pace has become really hard to keep up with.
And honestly, another tough part has been seeing the constant leaks of the game. It’s discouraging to spend so much time and care on something, only to see that work being shared without respect. It really kills the motivation to keep going.
That said, I didn’t want to abandon the game or leave you all with something unfinished after almost four years of development. I would’ve loved to polish the ending a bit more, but I’m confident it will still leave you with a good feeling. I truly hope you’ve enjoyed the story of the MC, Aiko, Azami, and all their friends as much as I enjoyed creating it. I know for many of you, this story has meant a lot — and that makes me really happy.
I also want to thank you all for the amazing support. I’ve barely received any hate — only encouragement, kindness, and great ideas. I truly appreciate that
This message marks the end of Surrendering To My Crush, but I’m not ruling out the possibility of making a spin-off in the future featuring characters like Azami, Suki, or Ashley.
Once all the final versions of the game are released, I’ll leave the Patreon as it is — I won’t delete it — and I’ll share some 3D renders of the characters, scenes and maps there as a small thank-you.
Thank you all for these amazing years.
Your support has meant the world to me.
— Bolskan"
I just wanted to thank you Bolskan, for making this amazing game and I'm really glad you found the time to work on it on top of your main job. I really hope you'll make a spinoff (specifically with Suki, I'd guess she's more into "classic" femdom rather than sissification, right?), but it's okay even if it's the end of it since you shared this great game with all of us, and even gave it a proper ending and not abandoned it
You must be registered to see the links
Hi everyone
As many of you have already seen over the past month and in the latest weekly update, the game is now completely finished.
Honestly, I still had plenty of ideas to keep expanding Surrendering To My Crush — with new routes for Aiko, Azami, and other characters — but since the beginning of 2025, it’s become really difficult for me to continue working on it.
First of all, this isn’t my main job, and even though some people think my income is high (since it’s public), the truth is that in my country I have to declare everything I earn, which leaves me with less than 50%. On top of that, taxes have been increasing, reducing my income even further.
Secondly, my free time has been shrinking more and more. I work from Monday to Sunday and have barely taken any vacations since I started this project. I do everything by myself, and while I love it, the pace has become really hard to keep up with.
And honestly, another tough part has been seeing the constant leaks of the game. It’s discouraging to spend so much time and care on something, only to see that work being shared without respect. It really kills the motivation to keep going.
That said, I didn’t want to abandon the game or leave you all with something unfinished after almost four years of development. I would’ve loved to polish the ending a bit more, but I’m confident it will still leave you with a good feeling. I truly hope you’ve enjoyed the story of the MC, Aiko, Azami, and all their friends as much as I enjoyed creating it. I know for many of you, this story has meant a lot — and that makes me really happy.
I also want to thank you all for the amazing support. I’ve barely received any hate — only encouragement, kindness, and great ideas. I truly appreciate that
This message marks the end of Surrendering To My Crush, but I’m not ruling out the possibility of making a spin-off in the future featuring characters like Azami, Suki, or Ashley.
Once all the final versions of the game are released, I’ll leave the Patreon as it is — I won’t delete it — and I’ll share some 3D renders of the characters, scenes and maps there as a small thank-you.
Thank you all for these amazing years.
Your support has meant the world to me.
— Bolskan"
I just wanted to thank you Bolskan, for making this amazing game and I'm really glad you found the time to work on it on top of your main job. I really hope you'll make a spinoff (specifically with Suki, I'd guess she's more into "classic" femdom rather than sissification, right?), but it's okay even if it's the end of it since you shared this great game with all of us, and even gave it a proper ending and not abandoned it
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Cheers mate! Thanks for the constant work you did on this!
As much as I critisised some of the decisions in the narration the scenes themselves always where fantastic and I appreciate a lot that you made male stuff optional.
I hope you can get a good time off now to regroup.
Glad to read that you might come back.
Hats off to you!
Thanks for all your work these last few years bolskanLewd, hope you enjoy the feeling of wrapping everything up.
I loved the game and am still in awe of how much you packed into it. I will admit I still think the soft reboot you did with the school arc could have probably been a new game, but I really respect that you never phoned in an update and actually delivered substantial monthly content for a very reasonable subscription price on Patreon. (and for being active on these forums!)
Best of luck, and sorry that you also live in a country that taxes 50%+ of your income. It's the most demoralizing thing ever.
I loved the game and am still in awe of how much you packed into it. I will admit I still think the soft reboot you did with the school arc could have probably been a new game, but I really respect that you never phoned in an update and actually delivered substantial monthly content for a very reasonable subscription price on Patreon. (and for being active on these forums!)
Best of luck, and sorry that you also live in a country that taxes 50%+ of your income. It's the most demoralizing thing ever.