They kidnapped your pa and you could not be bothered much,
how much effort do they need to extend more for you to move
even one muscle?
the same father, who lied to me my entire life, that father who used the highest form of violence against me?, that father who wanted to take away my right to choose my life ? you mean ?
Understanding that my father is to weak to unify the order and lead them to a War against the forces of evil, and that the order is infiltrated by some sort of corruption? He who can't see the bigger picture of it all ?
I am open to understand his reasons for this, I personally don't talk about forgiveness since I'm not a God.
So no I'll never forgive neither Kaija nor Hilda and my Father. I'll just understand, and make my peace of mind and soul with their acts, because I understand that everything else would make me weak and easy to manipulate.
The Elves who are calculating and never make a move without a win, had surely their reasons for risking a full scale war, knowing the threat from other parties not known by us at the moment.
Seeing the Succubus and the Darlas of what ever was this asesins demon name, and seeing that suddently Knight Templar warrior joins the refray on side of the Elves, and hearing the feared and respected Elven Queen say, what a wasted potential,?