Alright, i never intended to ever comment about anything on these forums as my intentions for this website was just to be a passive visitor, just coming in here to check out interesting games to play, download them and leave just like that. I'm not exactly a social type of person, but having come here and read every single comment made on this discussion and not helping myself but feel engaged about thr subject matter, i feel like i should throw in my 2 cents as well. So, here it goes:
I enjoy rape fantasy a lot, always had throughout my life, and while i'd often stop and reflect upon this so many times along the ride -and sometimes still do- about it's moral implications, i'd like to say that nowadays i have pretty much come to peace with accepting it as simply being a part of me.
Anyways, my love for rape fantasy is greatly rooted into my love for
horror - particularly Survival Horror, my personal favorite genre of fiction. When i was only 6 years old, my father bought me a PS1 along with 7 games, and one of them was nothing other than
Resident Evil 3: Nemesis. Despite me being way too young to play a game of this caliber, my parents were always very liberal (and responsible too) about me and my brother trying out all sorts of things, with al the proper education and supervision that responsible parents would bring ot the table. Despite being scared shitless to play the game at first, having to force my brother - who is older than me by several years- to play the game for me, i also couldn't help the feeling that i was enjoying the game immensely. Not long after this emblematic experience of my life, my mother, a massive horror buff herself, pushed me heavily into all things concerning horror, and not before long i became a major horror fan, for life.
And just where exactly rape fantasy relates to Survival Horror is that it mostly preys on the exact definition of what horror/survival horror entails. When i play a Rape-Fantasy game like the UnHoly series of games for example, or just about any sidescroller hentai game you can think of, i am brought back to those days playing Resident Evil 3: Nemesis where Jill Valentine was being relentlessly pursued by Nemesis who had an incessant bloodlust for her, all while dodging several zombies and other monstrosities along the way who craved for her flesh. Only this time, in this
*insert random rape survival game title here*, the monsters are not craving just my flesh - well actually they are, but not in the same a way a zombie would typically crave for someone's flesh in a typical horror scenario - but the same expectations of a horror situation here still applies. I am still roleplaying as some poor victim thrust into an unfortunate situation, i am still being stalked/pursued by evil things wanting to commit foul acts of evil upon my mortal existence, i am still feeling the thrill of the hunt/chase all the same. The
exact circunstances might be different - in a non-hentai horror game, monsters typically want to eat you, or just make a bloody mess out of your remains, while in a hentai game, they want to rape and possibly impregnate you too - but at the end of the day, it's still the same thing, the same feelings, the same experience, so to speak.
This is also why i don't typically enjoy "purely rape" games as much - games like RapeLay for instance - where all you do in the game is just rape some unfortunate victim relentlessly for God knows how long. While i've played RapeLay in the past and still give it a swing every now and then, these kinds of games do not have staying power over me because there's little to entice me in those titles other than just the momentaneous satisfaction of rubbing one off to a quick sex scene without compromises/hurdles to get to one. IMO, a game is way more satisfying if there's also the thrill of the hunt, the thrill of the chase to be paired up alongside some sexy moments.
So yeah, thse are my two cents, i'm afraid. Whether you are a murderer or a rapist, wether you'll come for my blood, my flesh, my soul or my privates, i don't really care, so long you do
come for me. Oh but keep it all on fictional grounds, will ya? Killing and banging is all fun and games when it's all make-believe, but these things are definitely awful in a real, tangible environment. Let's make it a fun time for everyone.
Oh and yes, maybe one could make a case about me being into submissive roles a lot more than a dominant one, and i do believe this to be true as well. Probably also a reason i'm not very good with women in the real world either despite having my fair share of candidates. Oh well, i'm just a human being with flaws like anyone else i suppose
Oh, and really sorry for the necro, i just really felt like contributing to the discussion. If my necro was unwarranted, please someone let me know and i'll refrain from further necroes in the future. I am no necromancer after all.