Well I have been debating on writing this post for a while, but I finally decided I needed to. Now it wouldn't surprise me if this gets deleted at some point, but I want it out there for at least a little bit if nothing else. Ok so here goes.
First off thank you all, most of you have no clue as to what or why I am saying this, but I will explain. I try to keep details about my personal life limited, but I have hinted receiving bad news a few times in the past few weeks. About 3 weeks ago a close family member was rushed to the hospital. It was a scary point since this person was already battling cancer and had heart issues as well. We had no clue what was happening and family could not see them at all due to Covid-19 concerns. Days went by with no answers and then they were then moved to a different hospital to hopefully get better treatment. Things were up and down for a while, but started to look up when we could actually talk to the family member via facetime. It was a good day and then a few days later things went bad again. The battle went on for 3 weeks and then a decision was made to remove them from life support. Which happened yesterday, it has been a sad and emotional time for me these past few weeks. The last steps will be taken this weekend when this family member is finally placed to rest.
During this whole time I was able to come here to the WVM thread to help get my mind off things and talk about something I am clearly passionate about. I know that seems silly to some people, but it was a big deal for me. You all have helped me get through this hard time, so I wanted to thank you all. Some of you reached out to me directly to offer an outlet and I can't thank you enough (
The Krypt Angel,
Braindrop and
BeoWoolF) others of you countlessly offer another outlet if needed (
ImperialD,
Fugee,
I'm Not Thea Lundgren! and so many others). Other people helped just by posting and responding to my posts. I can't thank you all enough for the help you have given me through this hard time in my life.
It has been clear to some that I may have been off my game here and there with the WVM theories and thoughts lately, so I wanted you all to know why. Thank you again for being supportive, you are all like an extended perverted family to me.