As not being a Patreon(sadly, I guess), I figured this was the best way to "talk" to you.
Saw your Patreon post and just figured I should show my appreciation. Losing loved ones is a bitch and something you never truly recover from. You may be able to return to function as a "normal" human being again, but there will still be moments were you randomly break down or just get lost in your thoughts. You just have to wade through each day as they come.
Also truly bummed about your missed proposing, love is what makes it worth living after all
Looking forward to the next update. And here's hoping there'll never be a year like 2020 in our lifetime, or any really, again