Just got into this and another similar phrase while being male (Masculinity:83 and Reluctance:10)
" Just got fucking spiked at the office. Turned into their little transformation entertainment for the day. I'm gonna make them regret this. I'm gonna find a way to get them back! You throw yourself onto the bed, burying your face in the pillow. Everything feels wrong - your skin's too soft, your frame's too delicate, there's this... emptiness between your legs. You can't even look at yourself in the mirror without wanting to scream. "
" Just got fucking spiked at the office. Turned into their little transformation entertainment for the day. I'm gonna make them regret this. I'm gonna find a way to get them back! You throw yourself onto the bed, burying your face in the pillow. Everything feels wrong - your skin's too soft, your frame's too delicate, there's this... emptiness between your legs. You can't even look at yourself in the mirror without wanting to scream. "