As a self-proclaimed Hard NTR enthusiast and someone who enjoys both sadistic and masochistic content, I admit I might just be a rookie, or perhaps I was completely knocked down. But the bullet that killed me was in the Bonus content - this is the first masterpiece that made me feel somewhat sick.
Spoiler Ahead:
It presents a completely realistic NTR process, without the common setups found in lighter works (naive girls fucked up in the first trap, or sluts who desperately want to jump into the Yellow Hair Bastard's arms from the start). Every female emotion of the FMC feels real - a girl desperately resisting, her mind and body gradually being corrupted, not being trusted, falling into despair in the dark ending and finally giving up on herself, becoming merely a tool for abusing by yellow hair bastard/abuser of the poor MC. The story is hardcore, but besides FMC becoming a murderer, the only good route of MC ending gets completely destroyed in the Bonus good ending.
I admit I prefer seeing people either save themselves through their own choices or fall and enjoy the process of their own volition. But the Bonus made even a cold-blooded bastard like me feel chilled to the bone.
The ending where Laura continues to cheat and conceals her pregnancy with the Yellow Hair Bastard's child while both she and Harry (who already knew the truth still choose to forgive and hug his loved one) are trying to heal is extremely disturbing. It makes humans seem like mere objects, programmed and unable to change.
No, I still believe that people falling through their own choices, or saving themselves through their own choices and forgiveness, are two sides of the same coin, Therefore, after playing the Good Ending's Bonus, I felt terrible for the MC for the first time since it is a bloody no way out dilemma for him.
I like strong drink, but this is pure medical alcohol. So save it - I hope this work for those who have fallen deeper and darker than me in hell, hope you guys enjoy it, I will quit the show for now
