Idk why I'm having such a tough time through these NTR VNs, I'm both excited and dreaded whilst playing.
I keep taking breaks halfway and want something to punch on, am I self-inserting and fighting against myself?
I in no way sympathize or picture myself as the MC and in no relationship atm, what is my problem?
Is this a common outcome of watching NTR? Where do I go to discuss further about these symptoms?
I have come to understand that this is a personality trait. You may want to read on MBTI that breaks down personalities in diferent aspects one of them is Thinkers vs Feelers. Though I would swap the word Thinker for analize or categorize.
a quick rundown Thinkers process experience as data the most far removed thing from feelings.
meanwhile a person like you process experiences as succession of emotions.
something like
Green apples taste bitter vs Green apples make me squee. or I like the MC but his death is a good point in the story vs I like the MC and death is dad so I feel sad for him even though it is a story.
in the end you just lean more towards feeling and empathizing. you could use this as practice your weak point of analizing and thinking things objectively. but in the end know that you lean towards feeling and if taking breaks is what helps you process this then you are processing it the right way.