So, where do I start?
Well, this game is not what I expected it to be. First it is not that good as a porn game, the animations are very basic and not that polished. But as a Visual Novel, it is something different, something that would make you love it or hate it so much that you wish it never existed. I personally downloaded it and played it for the purpose of playing a porn game but the story grew on me to a point that I don't want to see the sex scenes anymore and just focus on my choices and how the story goes from there.
This game also teach some valuable life lessons, from being confident about yourself (Megan), being brave in spite of all the negative things that are happening (Melissa), being strong and straightforward (Rena) and to just enjoying life and living it to its fullest (Liam). These characters made them relatable as per my past experiences.
Earlier episodes were great, you have a choice to go fool around or be serious with your love interests, in my case with Megan and Melissa, all through those earlier episodes, I fully committed myself to them. Never allowing anyone of them to get hurt, to compliment them every time I have a chance, to loving them as a good man could do. The MC was confused, and yes, I am also confused because I love them both that's why I always do my best to stick up to them.
But then, "the choice" happened. That was the time that I questioned myself why I played this game. It took me back to the time when I was suffering from depression, to my darkest days, days of depression, days of brokenness, days of hopelessness. Where there is no one who is willing to listen to you, no one cares and all you have to do is keep everything to yourself (I was not able to go to a therapist because I can't afford to).
All the efforts that I made to make Megan and Melissa stay with me went down the drain. I was forced to make a choice that I don't want to make. As MC said, he'd rather lose both of them rather than hurt one of them, I would have rather died trying to save them than save one and let the other one die. It is very painful. I felt like the buildup to us three being together was such a joke that in the end it would end up really bad. But I tried to finish the game as much as I can. It's just that the latter part knocks you down and keeps hitting you while you are down.
In the end, it was bittersweet but what happened really left a huge scar in me and I was broken. I don't know why I don't feel really good about the game despite the wedding scenes with both Megan and Melissa (I was crying like hell during those times). Maybe because I know that despite the "happy marriage" ending with either one of them (or the little Liam with Rena ending and being back together with Ana if you count that as a happy ending), there is a much more better way to end the story of Megan, Melissa and MC which is to spend the rest of their loves together, the three of them (with Liam as the best friend as he was always been). This is a game not real life, yes, but I knew some instances where people agree with three-way relationships in real life. And that is why I was very conflicted with this game.
With that, I am now currently spending my time writing a script where you can save both Megan and Melissa and be with them at the end. I tried asking out how I can reach DrPinkCake but some people wants him out of it and I also know that it will be a cold day in hell (see what I did there?) for him to respond. He is very busy with his new game and I know he will not bother to waste his time with this idea. I hope DrPinkCake would listen and come up with a good alternate ending for Megan and Melissa alive. Just think of it, many large movie companies listen to their audiences. Some gaming devs listened to their player base. Even restaurant chains listen to their customers. I really hope he will also. But even if he decided not to, it will not hinder me from finishing what I intend to write and as soon as I finish my script and I had a chance to put it out there, I would, even if not as a Visual Novel but through other media if possible. And yep, it made me cry a lot.