I don't know what's worse... Like... It would be more plausible if you said, "I know she's ugly, but I fancy her. I can't explain, but I can't fight this feeling any longer, and, yet, I'm still afraid to let it flow. What started out as friendship has grown stronger. I only wish I had the strength to let it show. I tell myself that I can't hold out forever. I said there is no reason for my fear. 'Cause I feel so secure when we're together. You give my life direction, you make everything so clear."
This would be a beautiful scene.