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The only thing I'll say about that (well, couple of things) is that I think something did happen between Bella and Jill. That scene in Ep 5 where they're in bed together feels like there's some real tension there, as though Bella was worried she might do something if she kept looking at Jill, and when Jill tries to reassure her that, "It's not going to happen again", it certainly sounds as though something may have happened before in a similar situation.Yes This is also is a perfect theory. This might explain Jill saying this:
Like Bella and James both knew that James cheated on Bella after miscarriage{ I don't want to talk about this word anymore} and when James felt guilty and decided to confront Bella, He might have saw Bella and Jill together comforting each other normally like girls in reality do but we know how close Bella and Jill are and maybe James knew that too and seeing them like this , He mistook that maybe Bella and Jill had something between them and he too felt betrayed [ though he might have betrayed Bella first] and this might have lead to fight between them but after miscarriage parents usually are not up for fights cuz they are almost sad and same here with Bella and James they didn't want to fight more and so he left the house for some time which turned into 3 Years. And this theory may also work here that James might be a soldier and that might explain him being away for 3 years. He might had the choice to return to his House but either he refused and stayed there or He went somewhere else. When Bella said "It was...Different" maybe she was trying to tell him that she was not being intimate with Jill. And we know how Bella's character is as of ep6. After miscarriage one's mind can go into multiple directions and not being able to understand the situation calmly and Bella herself thought that doing with this Jill might make others see it like they are in relationship ,that's why she asks for forgiveness. And her saying " how long has been that a man desired for me?" I guess that this quite normal for a married woman to feel. She needs love , support which she couldn't get for 3 years. That's all I can say.[/SPOILER]You don't have permission to view the spoiler content. Log in or register now.
This and the potential of James cheating on Bella may also be what informs Jill's view that, "being in a relationship and seeing others" is "despicable". She's not only seen how such a thing can hurt a person but she may also have been part of that hurt (inadvertently) and she's beating herself up over it. I know a lot of people, pretty much everyone, assumes this line of Jill's means she'd never accept him sleeping around, let alone being with Bella whilst being with her, and maybe it's my inner writer making me think this, but I think it's entirely possible, when you look at it from a perspective of "anything can be written", that Jill might accept something like that if it proved more positive than negative. If her general perception is that sleeping around whilst in a relationship is bad because of what happened with Bella and James, being part of something like that where the outcome is more positive, i.e. both she and Bella are happier for being with the MC and she believes his actions were because of genuine affection for both of them, then maybe there's even a 1% chance she could accept such a thing.