- Aug 4, 2020
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луна, I do apologies if my post brought up horrible memories for you. No one should have to go through that kind of treatment from one of the few people they should be able to trust most in life.Its difficult to write with tears on my eyes, me and my sister had a tough childhood, my mom died in a car accident when i was 5 years old, my father started drinking and that when our suffering began.
He abused us by causing us a lot of emotional damage and even sometimes hitting us, until one day when i wasnt at home he raped my little sister, after that she wasnt the same person anymore and three months after that she commited suicide.
What kind of sick bastard does that to his own daughter; with his action he took away the only person i loved and cared about, to this day I havent healed and I feel guilty for not being able to help my sister.
After that he was arrested and i broke off any contact with him and went to live with my mom´s family.
I would give everything to have my sister with me and to be able to hug her again.
She gives me the strength to continue living and be a better person that my father was.
Hopefully Zoey isnt abused by her father as you said, if not i will need scar tissues.
I don't know your story, other than what you have bravely shared with us today, and I'm not going to pretend I can comprehend the effect it has had on your your life so far, and I'm sure you've heard this many, many times, but you aren't to blame for what happened to your sister.
When the people we are supposed to love turn into monsters, there is no handbook, no simple solution to solve everything and make it go away.
I can only wish that you find the healing and strength you need to go on to live the life that honors your sister's memory.