Apparently, I should have listened to Jill at the beginning of the game. I was not prepared for the emotional turmoil of this game. The revelation of Maya's secret was devastating to me. I agreed with the MC on the idea of moving out of the dorm room. I really did love Maya at that point. And then when she and Josy decided that they wanted each other and not me, I wanted to tell them to "Eat shit and die" and stop being their friend completely. Which unfortunately, you can't do.
Maya just reminded me of all the times I've fallen for a woman who can't love me back and then you try to be friends with someone that you are in love with and it just hurts too much. No doubt, the MC is a bigger man than me because he can navigate that minefield but I can't.
Now, Jill has become my number one girl. I'm a romantic at heart so I like the slow way that the relationship is developing. I like Sage but I don't really like getting involved with her while she is still dating Chad. Bella's married so I don't feel comfortable with that relationship either.
My side girl shoutout is for Karen Rebecca Johnson. She's such a cutie and she has social anxiety disorder just like I do. She doesn't like the MC much (for which I blame Maya) but would love to see the MC interact with her as opposed to some of the HOTs that get more attention.
