Well...
I want to rate this game again, but I won't. Not yet... I had played until episode 6, and I just started playing again from the beginning (I lost my saves when my pc crashed). But I want to say something. I am at a loss for words. yes i know it doesn't make sense, but those who really like this game will understand what i mean. I actually don't know where to start because I can relate to this game in so many situations. I am deeply disturbed by the accuracy and precision of the dialogues and the situations in which the characters of the game find themselves confronted, and particularly the mc of course. there's a rainbow of emotions here that's almost science fiction, but it's not. Characters with a very varied and deep character, well-constructed dialogues, hilarious humor, very fine eroticism , difficult choices to make, friendships that emerge, transform, evolve or disappear. It's something else, like this game. I'm only at the end of episode 3, and when Josy knocks on the door. The few words that follow (the thought of the mc) sound so real and project me far into my past... All the decisions made, all the secrets buried, all the barriers that we put between ourselves and others... it can suddenly reveal truths we knew we wanted...until we hear someone knock on that door. Behind this door, metaphorical or not, everything can change in a violent tidal wave in a few seconds. For better, for worse, and sometimes the worst is not what we thought. I worked in the porn industry because at the time I believed that my passion for women was going to lead me to this career. As a kid, I dreamed of being an artist, I wanted to be surrounded by women. however, this path was not laid out for me by my peers. But sometimes your blood family isn't your real family and can't help you thrive. So I worked for a few years as a construction worker. I built my business and it wasn't bad, but I was building things that weren't what I wanted to do with my life. I got married and we had children. But one day when I was not expecting it, a young woman came knocking on our door, and my past hit me in the face. At the time, I thought to myself: Wow! what a marvelous vision.... At that time, I was overwhelmed in my work, and my life as a couple was already at the edge of the pecipice. I didn't know this young woman, but I immediately recognized something in her look, her face... her mother. My greatest love, something I had tried to bury deep enough to harden my heart like stone. I knew she wasn't there to sell me a vacuum cleaner, but when I asked her, she cut me off and said, “Dad? It's really you ? Not knowing what was happening, I collapsed. It took me weeks to regain my memory and realize that I had not just two daughters, but three. My two-twenty-two-year-old daughter had come after all these years, and I'm only now finding out about her existence. After my divorce from my wife, I reconnected with the mother of my first daughter. As far back as I can remember, she had always wanted to work in fashion. When we met, she was studying at the university to be a clothing designer, I was already passionate about women's bodies, and photography, so I followed her career and that of my daughter as a model for a while.
It was absolutely wonderful. I was finally living the life I didn't even dare to imagine. But even the most wonderful things come to an end. For the second time, someone came to knock on my "door". That day, I thought my life had to end there. That same day, another door was opened. A man, a taxi driver, discovering that his wife was cheating on him. Drunk, he took the wheel of his taxi to escape his reality, causing the death of two of the most important people in my life. How ironic! My first job was a carpenter. I was building and installing doors... I'm skipping over the details that led me to the short career in the porn industry that I had, because that wasn't what I was looking for either. But one day, a woman; one of my old friend from college came knocking on my door... This woman who had become my best friend, then my mistress, is the one with whom I share my life today. She's like the angel on my right shoulder, and the she-devil on my left shoulder at the same time. I opened this last door without fear or hope, and I cried in his arms. She to whom I had closed the door of my heart years before, opened hers to me, and when I thought that everything was over for me, she opened the door of my soul to show me the way. So yes, some doors are made to stay closed, because opening them... may change everything. Sorry... This game traces so many events in my life, with all these vivid emotions... but it's good to remember who we are and where we come from. This game is so well done, it puts industry professionals to shame. Many thanks to Dr PinkCake for his wonderful work. Never lose this passion 'cause it's so precious!
