ChipLecsap
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- Aug 4, 2019
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I don't think you should put Jill in this kind of pedestal. What will you feel, if it's turn out that behind that Innocent look there is an evil bitch. or someone totally different. ?! Right now You see Jill as the best version of herself, which very much just can be a cover, something that she show outside but inside she is different.I worked every day side by side for 3 years with the girl I fell in love with. The entire store (I worked for the Sports Authority at the time) knew how I felt about her, including management. She knew how I felt not from me, but from her friends in the store. Every day, I had her back. I bought her lunch or a snack when she wanted it. I drove her to places she had to go to.
But we never confided in each other how we felt, probably because of the fact that if it didn't work, our friendship and professional life would be ruined if things went pear-shaped.
She'll always be my biggest regret in life. Jill is SO much like her plus she has the name from another DPC main character (Megan) whose route I always do.
If you put Megan's hair and eyes from AL on Jill, then you have my Megan (minus a few physical traits that Jill has, if you know what I mean)
I have no idea why I'm spilling my heart about this in the forums, but just talking about her like this, I guess it's making me more open to sharing it.
Just like the girl you were in love with, you don't know who she really are because you never was with her in the first place. Because of that you have your imagination of her in your head, Her being perfect the love of you life.
that feeling can'T be ruined, so keep it