He's around. I'm not subscribed to him, but his discord server is alive and active. It seems that he's been having serious health issues that's been hindering his ability to continue developing the game. He has considered abandoning the project, but has reassured those on discord that he wants to continue. Here are two of his latest updates from the beginnging of November.
-November 4, 2024
"Hi
Everyone. Sorry tag and sorry for the radio silence. Just wanted to check in and let you know (once again) that I'm in fact alive. I haven't offed myself neither died in a terrible accident. Now, there's something I want to get out of my chest: I know that I missed every single potential date for the latest update. And previous updates have been spaced as heck. Believe me I know... I put the dates myself, there no need to keep reminding me. I'm also aware that this kinda became a regular scenario when it comes to my game-making process... I know some find it funny and others find it extremely infuriating. Me personally I find it soul-crushing. So much so that I was actually considering for this past few weeks to just quit it all together. (More about that later). Right now I feel that my decision to make porn games was the best and the worst idea I had. Yes, I got a lot of creativity fulfillment, I got to stop working my day job to just write, code, draw, and animate sexy stuff... but as time passed and the fan-base grew larger, it started , slower but steady, to ruin my mental health. This past few years have been a roller-coaster of happy times and very stressful moments. I've met a lot of wonderful pervs, wholesome weirdos, and funny skumbags. But also (sadly) a lot of assholes. I always knew that I couldn't please everyone thus I never tried, I just tried to make something I would personally like and hope other liked it too. I knew that I had to deal with some unwanted attention and disproportionate hate from a few... That's how the internet works after all. But I'm ultimately human and there's a limit of hate and death threats a guy can take before starting to feel his choices weren't the best ones. I'm not perfect, I have issues, most of which I had previous to doing this gig... But now I got a few new ones and the old ones have exacerbated. I'm not a young guy... My body is not what it used to be, I get "old people's body issues" and I had my fair share of personal loses... It feels like I'm rambling right now. But what I'm trying to say is this: I'm flawed, and I've been getting worse. I haven't been motivated a lot lately... My anxiety have crippled me in several occasions. I had panic attacks. Things I never had to deal before. I've been spending money on therapy, meds, I even adopted a puppy to help me focus on something else and care for, be more active, go on walks. Etc. I'm trying to get better... and I'm feeling a bit better, not gonna lie. But I still been feeling that maybe I just need to quit this whole thing. I feel that I've haven't met my potential and that I'm just letting' you guys down. Regardless... I don't want to quit. I want to give it a chance. Give myself a chance. I know this all sounds dramatic as fuck, and I also know that some of you don't really give a fuck and just want the porn, and that's ok. So... This is what I'm going to do. I'll be around. I'll get to working as soon and often as I can, I'll try to motivate myself, I'll keep doing therapy and taking meds, and doing everything I can to get out of this hole. I'll probably won't be giving update dates, not even potential ones. So... If you are subscribers and are mad about the delays, I recommend to stop donating. You'll get the game either way. It is free as always after all. That's all... Sorry for the long post. Love ya."
-November 6, 2024
"Hi guys! I won't "everyone" you this time so not to be a bother. I just wanted to say:
Thank you for the overwhelming amount of wholesome and sweet dms and messages you guys sent me to make me feel better! I wasn't expecting this kind of support and understanding from so much people! And also other porn-games devs! (You guys know who you are). I was expecting more negative messages. But you guys prove me wrong and made me remember that the grand majority of the community is worth keeping being around for... Though I gotta say it also makes me a bit sad to know that some of you have also been dealing with depression and/or anxiety... But I'm sure we all will rise above it and make the best of our lives. You guys really brighten my days and got me motivated to get rid of this shitty mood and comeback with a vengeance! I'll do my best reciprocate you appreciation. Thank you again, you beautiful bastards!"