Hi, I decided to reply here, I always appreciate anyone that's interested in my content, but I've seen some genuinely braindead comments about me and my content here. (Most comments are nice though so thank you)
First of all, I did kinda get sick of creating skyrim videos. I've been creating them for a very long time pretty consistently before my long break. I also just wasn't motivated to make content due to personal reasons, I do feel bad for people that were waiting for Jessica part 2 or any other series to be continued. There were 1 or 2 months where I didn't enable vacation mode on my subscribestar, so people got charged and I didn't make content during those months. If you were one of those people I wish I could refund you, feel free to message me and I could give you a free subscription but I had no bad intentions at all. I was just away from the internet and needed time for myself, didn't think about content or subscribestar at all. I just hate how some people thought it's about greed and money. I always cared more about putting out good quality content than the numbers.
Apart from that, I think I've been pretty fair and honest about my content, but for me it's also important that I'm having fun creating videos, and just seeing the improvements in my content. Currently I really enjoy making videos with VAM, and in just under a few months I can already see a massive improvement in my animations. I hope that will show in Rosalind part 4. Yes they lost the skyrim charm, however I try my best to make my videos stand out by sticking to the long story video format.
And to that guy that commented about the "BBC" part in my video, you can't be for real. It's like a 30 second scene in the whole fucking video, there is no sex, just a black guy with his dick out in front of his secretary. I thought it would make a funny scene but what the actual fuck are people on about. It's my first VAM video with a dog, it was a difficult process to port the model to VAM, I still find it hard to animate it, I'm also in the process of getting more dog models. Point is, it's still a beast video, there is no BBC or major changes in content, even if the animation isn't the best. I try a lot to improve.
There will be more dog vids in the future and I know they will be much much better than this part 1, I make it super clear on my page what to expect when you subscribe. I give monthly previews, release full videos to r34, not really sure what else I could do.
I will also attempt a remaster of the Skyrim Jessica video, I like the concept, but making such a video in skyrim was a stretch to say the least. I'm confident I can make it better in VAM. I also miss some Skyrim characters like Tekla or Camilla, I'd like to have similar appearances or just straight up port them over. Also some medieval themed videos, I have a lot in mind that I want to do, it just takes time.
Overall I think switching to VAM is the better decision for me, there is a lot more room for improvement now.
Thanks for reading
