This shit is so real. I played this game YEARS ago. It hadn't been a long time since I discovered adult games at all at that time, and I also didn't know what half of the Japanese tags meant. I was such a sweet summer child who only encountered games with gigachad-thundercock MCs with their own harem of bitches, and of course I'd always associate myself with the MC, because it felt way more immersive this way. And on one of my usual days after school, I'm scrolling through the site and see THIS: another cool-looking japanese H-game with good art. I didn't really care much about the story atm so I didn't even read the synopsis, just saw that it has male protag and that was good enough for me. So I downloaded and played it... The worst part is that I finished the game in one day, playing it for like 12 hours straight because I couldn't believe that there wouldn't be a happy ending. I couldn't comprehend that the game could be LIKE THAT, so I suffered through it in one sitting with an ember of hope in my heart: 'Surely he's gonna revert back in time and fix everything or something like that at the end.' Now imagine my face after I finished it. This shit legit gave me PTSD for any hentai for MONTHS. I just couldn't read/watch/play it at all, and the first day after finishing the game I couldn't even sleep, that's how bad I felt about the MC
P.S. I replayed it not that long ago, the story is still brutal, but It doesn't really affect me much after becoming a seasoned veteran and maturing a bit. Besides that story it actually has some really fascinating themes to it, that are surprisingly delved deep into psychology and sociology for what the porn game is worth.