I don't get those negative feelings from watching porn anymore either, so I watch his AVNs because I want to feel those feelings again, and I don't think there's any other writer out there who can bring those feelings out as well as dimajio, which is why I love his work.
A stranger with a huge dick is pumping into MC's girlfriend's pussy in front of him, complimenting him on how tight her pussy is.
Is that really a compliment? If that happened to me, it would be the most humiliating moment, but pathetic MC takes it as a compliment and gets turned on. Martin is touching Emma's sensitive parts right in front of him, and he's treating him like he's completely invisible, and he has no problem with it.
I feel complex emotions here. And I'm very happy to have these complicated feelings again through his work.