There are so many games on this site. Why would you force yourself to play a game that annoys you from the get go?
yes, many, but how many of them are those that make him feel uncomfortable, making it clear that somewhere in him there is a monster hiding, with whom he need to, if not make friends, then at least get to know, and understand, because it can even be a known evil and not evil, but an unexpected friend, just hitherto misunderstood.
need to be honest with youself and your "monsters" may become your friends...
and if they don’t become friends, because he decided that such “friends” are not his helpers, then start looking for a way to get rid of them, and find something that can replace their place in his soul, because “a holy place is never empty.”
one should always strive to be honest with oneself.