The reason is not that I don't want to do game development (I really want to). At the moment there are a huge number of unpleasant reasons why I just can't give my time to the hobby like this. Believe me, this is an incredibly difficult decision for me. I hope I can figure it all out.
For me, it's very frustrating when it comes to such drastic decisions. But at the moment, that's the way things are going. Despite my great desire and eagerness for game development, I can't change anything. But I'm trying to figure it all out, at least for myself, so that in the future everything will be clearer and without surprises.